2007-01-01-present

2007
2007-01-01 - Present

2007-01-01- Here's to a screwed up start to the new year... Well the ghost of the past year linger on. This year is starting to be just as bad as last. Trapped. This year I get a voice and I act. If they want me to fight so be it... I'll fight. When I'm the last one standing... Oh well should have heard me the first time I told you to leave me alone.

2007-01-07- My foot is healing up that's a good thing. Has been quite on the war front. J.B ( the mother ) hasn't been around much but her children have been. I've been healing up and plotting my next moves. We'll see what happens. Who do you trust when everyone's a crook?

2007-01-09- Today everything was to go to court and be solved, but instead.. We found out yesterday that J.B got probation without us even having gone to court. I really don't understand the justice system in this country. Since J.B is a minor with no record he was allowed to get away with a felony assault because the case lacked the strength to go to trail. UM... How do they know they never wanted to talk to me, until yesterday and then it was too late. I spoke with Det. Richard Edwards about the case. UM.. They don't care what the conditions are they decided and then poof... And to add insult to injury I went to Oliver Hill today to petition the court for the records from C.P.S. UM.... can't get what the court don't have.. So guess what, back to the C.P.S. I was told there was no reason why I couldn't have my records.. But the C.P.S. said I can't have my records.. I got a hold of someone finally at channel 12 news so thursday I go talk to Ray Dundani. I'm getting a lawyer and suing the city of richmond, and embarrassing them also they are going to get a big black eye. Everything I have tried to do was legal and they say "don't worry about it". J.B ( the mother ) allows her son to break the law, she breaks the law and so does P.? and her child and they get "good job keep it up". Well I say "Shut your mouth and take it home. I decide the way I'm going to be. You have beaten me and bludgeoned me but my head and spirit are unbowed. You have me surrounded. So..... Give up you have no where to hide and I've got no where to run, and I have just started to fight and your out of ammo. Soldiers deserve soldiers to fight, well your fighting the original army of one, Second to none".

OK now that I've blown off some steam back to the news.

2007-01-09- E.W's dad pasted away today from lung cancer. Damn someone else I've known for a long while gone. I've known E.W's dad for 17 years or so. Talk about depression. Hope E.W.. takes it okay. Last year it was my uncle whom I've known all my life. Talk about the ghosts.

2007-01-11- Went to try and get help from channel 12 news. Talked to Ray Dundani. Really nice guy. Lets see what he says. I'm almost to the point of turning into a reporter and doing the story myself. Have to call A.I. News and see if that's possible.

2007-01-12- not to much going on at the moment all's quite on the warfront. if it's okay i'll post more later. waiting on channel 12 to get a hold of me. maybe I can teach the city of richmond a lesson maybe not we'll see.

2007-01-13- hope e.w. is okay today with his dad's funeral. damn sucks life does. found out that the landlord also has a case against j.b.

2007-01-17- Haven't been feeling good lately. Can't seem to get a foothold anywhere. Off to talk to another lawyer. Went and got two estimates on the car Bruce's wouldn't do it because it would cost more then the car. But Macco will do the paint job for about $1000.00. That's just the paint job, if we want body work that goes up. UM, that's alot of don't worry about it.. No problem, the child doesn't have a criminal record. Don't be petty.. Found out that Comcast might have been responsible for the mix-up on my cable bill, but it took them 4+ months to tell me this.

2007-01-18- In the next few weeks I'll be adding more stuff to the websites and getting things rolling. still pursuing legal issues against the city and j.b. so... we'll see what happens.. also the blog will get better. more news worthy. if I'm able.

2007-01-22- I need some good news to get me up. This depression is hurting. Fighting a no win war when I should be the one ahead. Don't know if J.B ( the mother ) went for mediation or not, no one calls us.. I have an e-mail to Ray Dundani and am waiting for his call or e-mail. Have to call the lawyer Daniel Sutton talked about and see if I can get a case against J.B ( the mother ) for the deformation and see if we can get going against the city. < see about deformation > And I have to call Mrs. Morris in the tax division to return her call. Wonder if it's about J.B's ( the mother ) car? Or did J.B ( the mother ) one up me again. My son will be 9 tomorrow. Damn the kids getting old. Last of the single digits for him. He's my hero through all this. He looks at it totally different then me an I'm wondering if his way is better. Only he doesn't fully understand what's going on yet.. He's getting there though and it's not going to be pretty. I heard on the news the other night that the African-Americans want an apology for the enslavement of their people from the Whites. Are they prepared to go to Africa and demand that same apology for their enslavement from their own kind, for selling them into slavery in the first place? Or what about the Black's that owned slaves are they exempt also? Are they going to apologize to the American Indians who are still enslaved on reservations? The Answer to these questions are a big resounding " NO". My son had to sing the black national anthem, which they have practiced for months, in his school for Martin Luther King Jr's birthday. He asked why can't we sing about the white people also? And it's not even black history month yet.... Does the school also celebrate the American Indian history month in november? And where is the Native American White history month?

We are getting some ice and rainy crap outside as I type this. The ice looks nice on the trees.

Scriptures on the wall those who betray all must fall. I hear a Revolution calling.

2007-01-23- bug is 9 years old today. that child grew up fast..i'm proud to be his father and have been able to watch him grew into a fine young man..

2007-01-24- if you people only knew the story i'm working on you'd say i don't believe it. even if it's all true. how does a real life story about a family being harassed by a neighbor who commits crime after crime and let's her son do the same. now add a police force who does nothing, a city that gives you the run around the catch 22 the stone wall get where i'm headed. does any of that sound like a good story. stay tuned as soon as i find out what i can legally tell you all i will. bug had a wonderful birthday yesterday..he is such a good child. i am so proud of him.

2007-01-31- I have retained a lawyer for help in this. I had to go into debt to get any justice. What a strange notion. Paying to stop crime that the police force is suppose to do. The children are still playing in front of my house daring each other to see who will go into the yard next. Living on a fixed income and having to pay a full months wage to retain a lawyer, to be told I can't sue J.B. (the mother) unless I spend thousands of dollars even though I'll win. But since she has no real assets to go after, I'll get a piece of paper that says YOU WON. BUT at least I now have legal actions I can take.

2007-02-01- Went and finally talk to a lawyer and got some answers. Now my next move. um, don't know what it is yet but... It's going to get messy that I can be sure of..we'll see.

2007-02-03- I can tell you people who read this be careful who you let into your home. People you let in can see something in your house and use it to get the government into your home falsely and there's not a whole lot you can do about it. Unless your rich and famous, or if you have the money to defend yourself. I have been fighting the city of Richmond, VA. for months now, because the government doesn't follow their own rules that they expect you to follow. You then have to go into debt and hire a lawyer to stop crime. What an idea in the USA. You have to pay to stop crime and then you still are left wondering why.
Two crimes were committed and someone other then myself reported them and I get falsely accused of something I didn't do and bam. The CPS will come into your home unwarranted and wreck your family and then your told don't worry about it you did nothing wrong. IF you doubt my words stay tuned to my blog. I'm going to be posting the whole story soon. If you report crime you have no defense when someone who committed the crime decides that they will take revenge on you, at least in Richmond city Virginia. I have been dealing with the laws of this country that I took an oath to defend.
This doesn't make much sense to most of you yet, but I promise to enlighten everyone soon. Criminals have more rights then victims and that's the truth. The police are only interested in making things easy on themselves and if they can get away without doing the paperwork they will, TRUST that. They don't care about the truth they only care about the sensational crimes the ones that will make them famous. I know I can get into alot of trouble for my words. But who do you trust when everyone's a crook. I am more infamous then famous. You tell the truth and you get trouble, make up a lie that sounds like a great story and your believed. Even when you have video and photo's you get no justice.
They say the press has the responsibility to tell the truth, but it seems that doesn't apply to press photographers.

2007-02-04- http://astralyn.spaces.live.com/

My first blog i just found it again. There are photos from the first incident on July 2-3 of 2005. The city of Richmond did nothing about except give me an excuse as to why they were incompetent. Seems thats all I ever get from the city as to why crime is allowed to happen and nothing gets done.
If it sounds like I hate the city , thats wrong, If I hated it I would leave. Where have all our rights gone or is it just me that has no rights?

I'm posting the full story on my website under the heading of what's news.

http://psiberrealm.glensutphin.com/index.html

If you want to shut me up, stop the crime in my yard.

2007-02-05- Here we go again. The same song and dance. j.b. was home from school doing god knows what behind our sheds. So far I've been trying to get a hold of CPS for over an hour and a half..still ringing......
Yesterday there were 8 children unattended next door most of the day. These people don't take a hint. Keep an eye on your children. um...and i'm a bad parent....
good thing this wasn't an emergency the child is only home by himself doing god knows what....almost two hours now waiting.......
ok. now i had to go to another agency to report this. The CPS told me to quit bugging them, and to stop calling. Every time I get the royal run here now go there now go back to where you first were and do it all over again. why?????
Only to wind up going to someone else.. am i special?????????
At least the agent that showed up was very nice.

2007-02-08- Why does it take so long to do nothing.....I have emailed the mayor to get a meeting but still no word.I did hear from my lawyer today he's getting the records for me. Also heard we finally have a court date for the hearing is the 13 of this month. And the trial will be the 13 of next month. I'm not holding my breath.
Today is report card day. get to see what bug got as his grades...

2007-02-10- got bugs report card. the boy got A A B B for his grades. do i have to worry about him...no... good job bug..

2007-02-11- j.b. and j.? were trespassing again today, vandalizing the landlords property again. I really want to know why these children can do whatever they want with the permission of their parents and the police. I thought I lived in America but I seemed to have woken up in a strange land. A stranger in my own land where I was born. I'm tired of being treated as a criminal for reporting crime. It's a citizens duty to report any and all crime you see committed in public, failure to do so is a crime, but you report it and your the criminal. I'm tired of the stupid police state. Hang the police state by it's broken neck, for doing these things that don't make sense.

2007-02-12- Called my lawyer today to ok the paperwork and see how much trouble the letter to j.b. will cause. The landlord has assured me he's not renewing her lease. Did you know that a tenent has more rights then the owner who's renting the property to you? I didn't...

2007-02-15- Why is it everyone I talk to about what is happening to me and my family all tell me I should move to stop the crimes committed against me by J.B. If someone trespasses and threatens you, you should move. Someone slanders you and harasses you, you should move. A child shoots you with a BB gun, you should move.
OK tell me where on this damn planet can i move that people won't commit crimes against you?
Isn't that what we have a police force for?
Why should someone who has done nothing wrong and has crimes committed against them be forced to pick up 8 years of stability and hard work to make a dump his home be forced to move?
Why should the criminals be allowed the only ones with rights?
Why does the system fail time and time again and you get nothing but stupid excuses?
Where does this crap end?
I can see why terrorist hate this hypocrisy we call the United States. I don't understand why illegal immigrants have more rights then me, why they can live 15 to a house that I can't have 5 people living in?
Yes this is what I took an oath to defend. A land where people from other countries can come and dictate policy and have more rights then native born citizens. A land where criminals have more rights then the victims. A land that doesn't care what happens to it veterans who served their country and then get discharged and spit on.
Yes this is what i really want to leave my child. When someone threatens you you have to run away and hide and if they find you hide somewhere else. Your not allowed to defend yourself if they come in your house leave let them do what they want you have no rights.

2007-02-18- Bug got another award in school a "sock it to the test" award.. He's one of the top 80 children in his school.

I'm very proud of my son.

2007-02-21- I've been thinking about it long and hard and I have decided that I'm giving up. They win this fight, I'm doing away with ALL my adult websites. They will be gone in the next couple of days.

<<< I QUIT >>>

I think it's rather sad that your allowed to go overseas and kill a bunch of folks you don't know for god knows what reason, BUT your not allowed to pose in the nude???
You can go overseas at the age of 18 but you can't legally drink or smoke or in some ares of this country even see a playboy..
A child committing a crime has more rights then an adult, in the adults own front yard?
Criminals can come in your house and kill you and your in the wrong place at the wrong time, BUT if you shoot that person dead to defend yourself your a murderer?
You are trained in the army to care for an automatic weapon, Take it apart, put it together know everything there is to know about that weapon, then you get discharged and aren't responsible enough to own a pistol or use it correctly????
IF I OFFEND YOU, GOOD. YOU SHOULD BE OFFENDED. I AM.
I had rights in this country but somehow they all are illusions, vanished before my eyes.
Why the hell did i ever become an adult. As a child you are told you can't do things till your older then you get older and are told you can't do things because so and so said so. Well get a clue.

We finally get to go to court against j.b. and j.b. yeah like may, 21 2007. Great more hurry up and wait. I like this game....

I stand behind our troops over seas fighting the war in Iraq. Whether or not we belong there we're there. Good job men and women I salute you.. Keep keeping us free..

2007-02-25- These children and their parents are in for a rude awakening. If they continue to do stupid things they are going to pay.
I have neighbors who have seen these children doing whatever they want in my yard but I have no rights in my yard. I'm expecting J.B. to retaliate her wrecked car got towed yesterday. So here we go again. I'll let everyone know how this bout turns out stay tuned.

Bug's science project is going well. He was one of 5 from his class to go to the big science fair this coming week. He is so proud of his Triops.
The Triops are very cool for bottom-feeders. I highly recommend them for instant pets that don't require you to do much for them..very nice first pet cheaper then a dog or cat.

Yes mom we did grow something in the tank..... We have a Hundred or more..
I'm compiling the video for bugs project to make a DVD for him. I'm such an evil, bad crappy dad to do all this for my son.,. My wish is that every father were as evil and cruel as me..Ask bug he hates me...

And if you believe that one I have a bridge in the desert that goes to the moon...

2007-03-04- I want to say I love my wife of these past 12 years so much, so I did. Happy 12 years baby. I'm looking forward to the next one and the next one. I love you so very much.

2007-03-08- Not much been happening. Been quite. nope wait there was the basketball that got murdered in our drive this evening.. The mother in law was pulling into our drive way when a basketball came and bounced right under the car and went pop.... um.. tell me... I have the ball to prove it. funny.. When will these idiots learn? Then they stand there and look like " they murdered our ball. POUT POUT..."

2007-03-14- I'll be posting an update soon.

2007-03-15- We had a good meeting with the ASSISTANT COMMONWEALTHS ATTORNEY. That went pretty good, so we'll see.

http://www.sunshineweek.org/
Government saying how they give anybody information. I live in Richmond, VA. the capital of the south. I have had to retain a lawyer to get my own paperwork from the government. They have as to date not given me any of the records they have that are public knowledge. The freedom of information act should have gotten them for me, My rights as a citizen should have gotten them for me. But as of today I still have no reason or records. Hum if the government is saying anyone can get information they need why can't I???

2007-03-16- I really hate this upcoming holiday. I don't hate the Irish nor Ireland I hate St. Patrick's day. 17 years ago I was nearly killed on that day, 9 years ago I had to rush my wife to the hospital and she had her gall bladder removed. If I closed my eyes forever would it have all changed?

Another here we go again. Someone charged my account again. I'm in contact with the bank to get it resolved.. Beware of TREEDONLAINSITE.COM charge for $10.00 on your bank account, it's a scam, fraud whatever. If you goggle the sites name you'll see.
I'm really tired of my ID being stolen from the medical hospital that I had never been to, then the digital age scam, and then released in the Roanoke times website with the other concealed weapons permit holders names that just recently happened. I was told to guard my information from people getting it, but it was stolen out of a government computer I knew nothing about. It was also stolen from the computer at the bank head quarters. And it was posted as public knowledge on a website and also in the registries were it is public knowledge. Then we have sunshine week to praise the government for their outstanding public information system, that I can't get my own records from.. Figure that out. I haven't. Crimes have been committed and nothing is done about it. And we have to trust the government, sure you can trust them ask any American Indian about the treaties that were trusted.
Anyway that's the rant for now.

2007-03-24 - Got a letter from the CPS of Richmond thanking me for my support and cooperation with their investigating me supposedly sexually assaulting my child and doing child porno. And I can now goto the court to see who did it. Well I already have my lawyer working on it supposedly, and now I find out I might have rights.. Well where were they when I was under investigation? Where were my rights this whole entire time?
They were in the closet hiding.

2007-03-28 - Very strange one of the children from next door D.B. and a friend decided that they needed their ball back that came in the yard the other day. So against an order to stay out of my yard and leave me alone they decided to walk in my gate come up to my door and knock on the door demanding the mother-in-law give back their ball. If I were home when that had happened I would have called the police even though they would have done nothing about it. Now when children are allowed to be their own boss and do what they want , Isn't that a crime of some kind in America or is it just ok on my street?

2007-03-29 - I called my lawyer about the problem from yesterday. I am going to go to the magistrate and get a warrant for these two or maybe three children. I now have a lock on my front gate. SO a lock, a letter from my lawyer to stay away and an apparent court order does nothing to these people, whats next? I'm waiting for all hell to break loose, when J.B. finds herself in the middle of all this. I'll keep you all up to date.
Also I found out from the mother-in-law that our car's drivers side mirror was damaged. She was able to put it together for now. Didn't get photos.

2007-04-01 -

Of interest today.
20070401-0526 - The dcfdtw < delightful children from down the way > were trespassing again today. The mother-in-law told the one child not to come in the yard and D.B. did anyway. The mother-in-law called the police 3:11pm which took them an hour and 11 minutes to respond 4:22pm. They gave the children a warning to stay out of my yard. NOW how many warnings does it take before the children are arrested for trespassing? I don't know I lost count. I've spoken to 7 officers 2 detectives and a number of people at CPS about this situation and each time the children are allowed to do what-ever they want. I am tired and very irate. I have to wait till tomorrow to talk to the commonwealth attorney and see what she says to do. I'm already going to go to the magistrate and doing whatever I can to make this situation go away. I do understand Officer Cutshall's point it was his first time being here but, the situation hasn't let up since September. It's amazing that unsupervised, let me restate that there were people watching the children trespass the one child parents. Anyway it's amazing that these children are allowed to get away with stuff that I would have gone to jail for 30 years ago.
There was a car on fire in the neighbors yard right next door. The fire department beat the police here and the fire department was called 30 minutes after the police. My wife took the photos for this one as I was the one in the orange shirt trying to stop the fire and keep it from spreading. My son also was videotaping it for some footage. See the photo album on my page for today
I really hate this post 9/11 world of stupidity. And I'm tired of being " PLUTOED"
Sorry no april fools today. Only the same fools being themselves.
*note 11:00-11:30pm.

2007-04-03 - How many times must you report a crime in Richmond city Virginia for someone to hear you? Let's find out.
Are children allowed to do as they please where you live without adult supervision? If you called the police because someone was constantly in your yard would they tell you not to worry about it, kids will be kids, their not hurting anyone. Would they just keep giving them warning after warning after warning?
And if you had to spend $1000.00 dollars so far for a letter telling them to stay away from you and they didn't, what would you do? Then you tell them to get out and stay out of your yard and they come in anyway, and you call the police and they do nothing. What would you do?
And then there's the damage to our vehicle sitting in our yard, what about that? What gets done. I'm willing to bet that this situation would not happen anywhere else.
Since we weren't allowed to go to court when the child was arraigned we were not allowed to make the court aware of the situation and now we have to wait till someone gets hurt or worse before anything is done.
I am fed up with the constant bullshit from the police and the city and these delinquents and the people who watch them trespass.

2007-04-06 - There is a glimmer of hope on the horizon. Won't say anything yet we'll see how this turns out.

Bug stayed home from school today with a fever and a headache..Poor boy got a migraine yesterday and came home from school early then today still sick. This mess is really taking a toll on him. He's a good kid though. He is mad that now he won't get his perfect attendance award for the year.
That boy is my hero.
I want to thank Sgt. Stanton for his time and a thank you to Officer Rogers and the other Officer who came by to take my report. The landlord also stopped by and informed me that he gave J.B. her notice that she will not be living there after her lease is up. So as I said there looks like there's a glimmer of hope on the horizon. I hope I'm not grasping at straws. This mess has to stop.

I am glad that there are some officers who will actually take time to at least listen. Even if nothing gets done at least they listened. Thank you and I hope things can move forward now.

2007-04-07 - Now the fun week from hell really begins. The children all have off for 9 days. Great here we go. Hope everything stays quite around here but I know it won't.
I need to find out what qualifies as "acts of terror", also what is contributing to the delinquency of a minor, Invasion of privacy, Slander, conspiracy, Filing false and inaccurate reports or outright lying to police, I'm sure there are many things I can bring up against J.B.
See in most places I would be a neighborhood watch, here I watch the neighborhood. There are many things in my life that don't need to be public knowledge, but when things are allowed to become public knowledge then what?
You dig a deeper hole to bury it in. As a press photographer I'm not allowed to file false reports or make up stories or invent things that don't exist. I can't photograph the children in their house by themselves for all hours of the day. I can't photograph or tell someone whats inside your house, I can't lie to the police. I have to have proof of what I say. My story can't change. If I see a crime being committed in public it is my civic duty to report as accurately as possible what has happened.
When I was in the Army we were not allowed to make false reports and pretty much the same deal. But as a civilian why would I start making up stories. Hell I'll just tell the truth and no one will believe me anyway.

About something else that stupid 2257 for adult websites. Where did it help my child? I have to keep records of every model I shot their complete id because of 2257 to be compliant. I also have to list my full information on my website to tell anyone in the damn world where I live and put my full information in easy reach for anyone to steal. This is suppose to stop child pornography? The guy from the girls gone wild video was charged for shooting girls under the age of 18, these girls were in the bars drinking illegally and pretending to be older but were they charged with a crime also? no they were not.

Here's weird. No snow all winter, now it's spring and it's snowing outside right now. Um crazy world in which we live in.

2007-04-08 - I now have answers to several questions. There was a reason why my lawyer couldn't get my reports from the police, the police never did them. They never filed this last report about the children trespassing, I have an incident report number and no report. That's why there are several other reports missing as well. I am getting to the bottom of this. I have filed nothing but legitimate reports with the police, I don't file a report unless I have a good idea of what has happened. The two families that seem to have teamed up against me file false and inaccurate reports and they get the police to harass me and come up against me for non-existent crimes and that is OK.
I am not trying to portray the Richmond city police force in a false light here I'm telling you what happened. They are now trying to help fix the situation and I thank Sgt. Stanton. I am still going after the city also. I will be heard and I will get justice from this. I am tired of the situation, a crime is committed then omitted. So of course when I say it happened and there's no record of it then yes I now understand why they do not believe me.
I'm going to try and get a timeline for everything that has happened. BUT their asking me to sit down and put everything in my complaint in a time order and they don't even have it. How does one put everything that happens in 4 years in this happened, then this, then this..um. I'll do it to the best of my ability.
I also understand that I could get in trouble for my blog also, so be it. At least the truth will be known. I don't care anymore, there is a time when you just say enough, I'm not taking anymore. I drew the line in the sand now I hold the line.

2007-04-09 - Let me state this again just to cover my ass. I do not hate the police nor do I hate the government, I hope that when they read this they understand. I gave an oath to my country 20 years ago, I also gave an oath to the security community when I was in the service. I have never reascended my oaths nor gone against them nor betrayed them. I have stayed faithful to a country that has abandoned me, and still I have honor. I have an obligation to my son to get help for a child that threaten his life. I have tried in vain to stop the bullshit around here, and have received nothing but more bullshit in return.
How are we to keep the homeland secure when we're not allowed to defend our own homes? We have a war on terror overseas, but allow children to be terrorized in their own home.
Also if J.B. says anything else about the inside of my house or what I do in the privacy of my house I have a fifth amendment that I will use. She was allowed two false allegations that's two to many. If she is allowed to continue then the numbers on the lawsuit will keep going up.

2007-04-11 - I'm redoing my website, http://glensutphin.com/

Against the neighbors :

"acts of terror"
contributing to the delinquency of a minor
trespassing
Invasion of privacy
Slander
conspiracy
Filing false and inaccurate reports
dog attacks
dogs running loose
vandalism
driving on out-of-state tags for years

Against the city and the police force :

no protection under the law
violating my constitutional as well as my civil rights
aiding in the commission of crimes
harassment
inaccurate and inadequate reports
failure to produce records
lack of response

They say ignorance of the law is no excuse, then what is ignorance by the law?
Are all the things listed above crimes or violations of the law?
I know I could be in trouble for my blog. I do not know if blogs and what you say are covered by the first amendment or not, they should be. I have not put the peoples names who did this to me only their initials as some are children, but Police Officers and people I have spoken to I have named. I never invaded their privacy even though doing so would prove my point, but they invade mine and complain "we're being harassed by him." Your in my house and yard telling me I have no right to be there, there's something wrong with that. They repeatedly brake the law and the lease and I'm the bad one for reporting it and then taking their abuse. J.B. abuses her children and animals and I'm the bad parent. I have never hit my child with a belt, I have never hit my child in anger. If I punish my child I always remember to tell him I love him. I have never called him "nigger" and "slave" to his face but the child's mother next door does, and this is a mixed race child. I also don't charge into someones house and demand they give me their gun so I can kill someone. I have not returned their treats even though I've truly wanted to. If you can get in trouble for what you think then yes I'm as guilty as anyone when it comes to hurtful thoughts, BUT those thought never have become actions, SO I"M GUILTY OF BEING NORMAL.
I have maintained myself in an honorable manner even though my country says I have none. And still I try to obey the law, WHY?
If you lived next door to these wonderful people what would you have done?

I always think about what I say in my blog for a long time. I censor myself often and try not to get really crazy on it because I do know that once the words are public they can't be taken back. You are responsible for what you do and say in public. What you do and say in private is supposed to be protected for the most part. I have seen both side of this and I do understand some of the hardship my family has had to endure but there's a time to say enough.

2007-04-12 - Due to the fact that my head is numb and I can't really stay upright, I'm going to stop blogging for the next few days and start again next week. I have outlined everything I'm going to bring up here on my blog. I want answers not excuses. This headache is getting the better of me so. goodnite world until I blog again.

2007-04-17 - I'm a Bad American - this pretty much sums it up for me. I llike big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally, pretty women.
I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid-level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies.
I don't care about appearing compassionate.
I think playing with toy guns doesn't make you a killer. I believe ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might.
I think I'm doing better than the homeless.
I don't think being a minority makes you noble or victimized. I have the right not to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird or make me mad.
This is my life to live, and not necessarily up to others expectations.
I know what SEX is and there are not varying degrees of it.
I don't celebrate Kwanzaa. But if you want to that's fine; I just don't feel like everyone else should have to.
I believe that if you are selling me a Dairy Queen shake, a pack of cigarettes, or hotel room you do it in English. As of matter of fact, if you are an American citizen you should speak English. My uncles and forefathers shouldn't have had to die in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come disrespect ours, and make us bend to your will.
Get over it.
I think the cops have every right to shoot your sorry butt if you're running from them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the word 'freeze' or 'stop' in English, see the previous line.
I don't use the excuse "it's for the children" as a shield for unpopular opinions or actions.
I know how to count votes and I feel much safer letting a machine with no political affiliation do a recount when needed. I know what the definition of lying is, and it isn't based on the word "is" -ever.
I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you qualify for any special loan programs, government sponsored bank loans, etc., so you can open a hotel, 7-Eleven, trinket shop, or any thing else, while the indigenous peoples can't get past a high school education because they can't afford it. I didn't take the initiative in inventing the Internet.
I thought the Taco Bell dog was funny.
I want them to bring back safe and sane fireworks.
I believe no one ever died because of something Ozzy Osbourne, Ice-T or Marilyn Manson sang, but that doesn't mean I want to listen to that crap from someone else's car when I'm stopped at a red light. But I respect your right to.
I think that being a student doesn't give you any more enlightenment than working at Blockbuster or Jack In The Box.
I don't want to eat or drink anything with the words light, lite or fat-free on the package.
Our soldiers did not go to some foreign country and risk their lives in vain and defend our Constitution so that decades later you can tell me it's a living document ever changing and is open to interpretation. The guys who wrote it were light years ahead of anyone today, and they meant what they said - now leave the document alone, or there's going to be trouble.
I don't hate the rich. I help the poor. I know wrestling is fake.
I've never owned, or was a slave, and a large percentage of our forefathers weren't wealthy enough to own one either. Please stop blaming me because some prior white people were idiots - and remember, tons of white, Indian, Chinese, and other races have been enslaved too - it was wrong for every one of them.
I believe a self-righteous liberal Democrat with a cause is more dangerous than a Hell's Angel with an attitude.
I want to know exactly which church is it where the "Reverend" Jessie Jackson preaches; and, what exactly is his job function.
I own a gun, you can own a gun, and any red blooded American should be allowed to own a gun, but if you use it in a crime, then you will serve the time.
I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it makes you mad, then invent the next operating system that's better and put your name on the building. Ask your buddy that invented the Internet to help you.
I don't believe in hate crime legislation. Even suggesting it makes me mad. You're telling me that someone who is a minority, gay, disabled, another nationality, or otherwise different from the mainstream of this country has more value as a human being that I do as a white male.
If someone kills anyone, I'd say that it's a hate crime. We don't need more laws! Let's enforce the ones we already have.
I think turkey bacon, turkey beef, turkey fake anything sucks.
I believe that it doesn't take a village to raise a child. It takes a parent with the guts to stand up to the kid and spank his butt and say "NO!" when it's necessary to do so.
I'll admit that the only movie that ever made me cry was Ole Yeller.
I didn't realize Dr. Seuss was a genius until I had a kid.
I will not be frowned upon or be looked down upon or be made to keep silent because I have these beliefs and opinions. I thought this country allowed me that right.
I will not conform or compromise just to keep from hurting somebody's feelings.
I'm neither angry nor disenfranchised, no matter how desperately the mainstream media would like the world to believe otherwise.
Yes, I guess by some people's definition, I may be a bad American.
But that's tough.
Ted Nugent < allegedly written by ted nugent >

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You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK.

But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist.

You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?

You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day.
You have Black History Month.
You have Cesar Chavez Day.
You have Yom Hashoah
You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
You have the NAACP.
You have BET.

If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.
If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.
If we had white history month... we'd be racist.
If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.
If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.

In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racist.

Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them... they all got sent to court for being racist but the african-american, latino, and asia clubs were not even questioned.

You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.

I am white.
I am proud.
But, you call me a racist.

Why is it that only whites can be racists?
Repost if you agree.

Now watch, I'll be a racist for posting this
so watch no one will repost this for fear of being called racist?

im not afraid i dont know why people would be its true...

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Gary Bledsoe, president of the Texas chapter of the NAACP, said the Confederate flag symbolizes "the enslavement of African-Americans and more recently the symbol of hate groups and terrorists."

I have a Confederate flag in my house does that make me a racist white skin-head terrorist that hates everything? The origin of the rebel flag was not hatred for the blacks, it was a group of peoples that said "we're not going to take this anymore, we will rebel against the establishment and say no." Read your history correctly and stop the propaganda.
I do not hate black people, I do not hate mexican peoples, I do however hate stupid people. If you lower your IQ to the point that you don't think and start doing stupid idiotic things then yes I will hate you, be you white, black, mexican or purple it matters not.
As a point of interest the church that was vandalized and I'm trying to protect is a minority black church and most of the children I'm having trouble with are white as are their parents. So put that in your pipe and smoke it. I have saved a black mans life in my yard do I really hate blacks?
You want an apology for slavery. Are the northern states going to apologize, what about the blacks who owned slaves do they need to apologize also, and then there's the Africans who sold the slaves to the whites. And while were here what about the white slaves also do they get an apology as well? Where does it all end.
The American Indians are still on the reservations and have been enslaved for 500 years in their own country what about them. And do we apologize to the underprivileged illegal immigrant here illegally, and if so why?
I can't keep my home safe, and you want an apology for something that happened 150+ years ago. What about the bullshit happening today.
If you have to label me make it " A pissed off White American Native whose fed up with the crap in his own country."

Thats my rant for today.

Gunman kills 32 in Virginia Tech rampage
Yet another senseless tragedy that could have been avoided.
An we say the homeland is secure? Why are we not allowed to stop people committing crimes with equal deadly force? I have weapons and a permit to carry concealed but if I have to use my weapon to defend myself the person committing the crime automatically has more rights then me. If I shoot and kill that person I will go to jail for murder even if he's killing people. And lord forbid if the person I'm up against is of a different race then me. We need to have better laws for the protection of the people not more rights for the criminals.
I believe in the right to have weapons for your and your families protection and for hunting and target practice. I believe in the right to be able to shoot dead anyone committing a violent crime if no one else can. I believe in shooting terrorist dead. I believe there needs to be stronger laws to prosecute the people who commit violent crimes involving weapons. There also should be laws to protect people who use their weapons in the manner they were meant to be used.
My prayers go out to the victims and their families of this senseless tragedy. Now lets fix the laws not make more stupid ones.
A question I want to ask is how many of the students directly involved in the shooting be they victims or eye-witnesses had permits to carry concealed?

2007-04-19 - Stop glorifying the idiot that went nuts at VT. He was a wacko that should have been stopped awhile ago. If you hold him up as a reason for gun control and try to take my rights as a former soldier in the U.S. Army and as a responsible American citizen well then I will fight for my right to live as a free man. The person that needs to be blamed is the one doing the crime. The person that didn't do their job in the first place. The community that stood by and did nothing but wait. Stop your bleeding heart bullshit it only gets people killed. We never want to take the time to stop it before it gets to the point that it did on Monday, but we clamor to see the horrific aftermath and say "How did this happen?" Well it's about time to open our eyes. There will be more of this, just watch the news, it's already happening.
Ask the person that survived the shootings , watching their friend being killed "what would you have given to of had a weapon to defend your classmate, your friend and yourself at that moment?" Tell these people your excuses for WHY IT WAS ALLOWED TO HAPPEN.
If you hold the gunman up as your reason to take my weapon from me stop and think a minute, "He's one of the reasons I have the weapon in the first place." If I have to face down a gunman going berserk I will. I have had a drive-by in my front yard. Tell me some idiot has more rights then me.

2007-04-20 - HAPPY 420 BABY-GIRL.
Damn it's been 16 years together. I do love my wife so much. Even though the world is going to hell in a hand basket but at least I'm enjoying the ride.
I hope you don't regret having been with me almost half your life, 1 more year for it to be half.
And to my son do good on the "battle of the brains" contest today. I know you'll do your best you always do.

To the rest of the world HAPPY 420 what ever it means to you, even if it's have a nice day. Does anyone remember saying that for no reason?

going to try and not rant today.

I want to congratulate my son on helping his team come in third place in the mind games today. He did very well as I knew he would. Way to go bug...

2007-04-24 - Recent event have shown that I am now becoming a citizen photojournalist. To find out more about this field visit the website.
http://www.mcgillreport.org/largemouth.htm

Of importance today in my hood. The dcfdtw were at it again today. Trespassing and firing water guns at passing vehicles that they jump out of hiding at, they have been doing so for the past two days. Yesterday P? down the street treated me to a verbal assault again, with taunts of "there he is, he's the guilty one.." ??? Don't know of anything I did to be guilty of except not do anything illegal.
The night before last two African-Americans left a shopping cart they had been pushing from who knows where right in the middle of the road. It's still there the dcfdtw play on it like monkeys in the zoo.
I have been working around the house trying to get it ready to pass inspection. If the stupid waste of human flesh next door hadn't of done all the crap she did I would have owned the house last year. I had wanted to own the house before I lost all my money. Now I'm facing the end of my workmen's comp settlement and trying to figure out where I'm going to get disability from? I haven't worked since 1989 due to a massive heat stroke and 8 months later being involved in an accident where I went through the windshield of the vehicle I was in.

Very good job bug on getting strait A's. 7 place in science fair, 3rd place in "battle of the minds". I can't ask for any better.. GOOD JOB....I'M PROUD OF YOU.

GO BUG. GO BUG. GO BUG. YEAH BUG...

2007-04-27 - My thought for today is, "Can I charge J.B. for all the time I have to spend watching her children?" Would that be considered babysitting? I watch her children and the other one more then they do. Went to the police station today to give the paperwork for the no trespassing order.
The meeting went OK was told alot which helped some but not the situation.
After we arrived home the dcfdtw were at it once again like clock work. Playing in the yard across the street where they don't belong.
I would like to once again thank Sgt. Stanton for his time and patience. I hope that together we can make this go away. If all the people that live in the houses I am watching for the landlord keep up their problems, I'll have all new neighbors here soon. I have till July 1 to put up with J.B.'s crap. Why do people not take a hint and stop when you tell them to stop?
There are so many things I wish I had my camera around at the time or was able to use it. See there are laws which must be obeyed when doing a story, and I have to follow them. I'll work on this later.
Something I just read. Man kills teen for walking in his yard in BATAVIA, Ohio. See it's not me, it's everywhere, people are tired of other people total strangers abusing their personal spaces. Time and time again it happens. Criminals have so many rights, what about the rights of the victims?
The victims have the right to remain silent I guess.

2007-04-28 - D.B. cut the grass at 100. I didn't report him so I'm not picking fights. He had a reason to be there that's fine. If he were over there playing that's entirely different now isn't it?
I have picked up the no trespassing signs as the Sgt. suggested to place in the two other yards. I also cut down the apple tree that I've wanted gone since I moved in. The thing fell over and the wife and I pulled it back up and it started to fall the other way. Even though I didn't need to I asked the landlord if I could as I always do. To answer the Sgt.'s question If you are an eye witness to certain events then I believe you can testify to those events , If you are told something you can not testify if I'm not mistaken.
I have seen the two women rejoicing in the fact that I went to jail. "Oh we showed him", "yeah he won't mess with us again" the other replied. Which of course I did not. Should have seen them almost wreck their van getting out of the neighborhood, they didn't know I was around. I had been sick and my mom was here, and she took everyone but me out to dinner. Leaving me here to relax and get some sleep. Then I heard them pull in and start the above mentioned show. There have been so many things going on with these woman, it gets routine. I'll have to find the date wait I remember it was colombus day weekend that my mom came down, so it would have been 2006-10-6\9. Everyone wants a to the minute time line yet there's no records of some of these things because they never did the reports for whatever reason.
When J.B. goes to court with J.B. she will be all nice and soulful and here's some things she will tell the judge. "He picks on my children and me all the time. I work hard to bring home money. It's tough being a single mom. I have done nothing to him. He doesn't like us because J.B. is part African-American. He's just making this up. I'm in fear for my life that's why I'm never home. He's after me and my children." Mark these words and watch and see. She'll be all lovey-dove with J.B. He's done nothing wrong. She'll put on an award winning show for you.
Another point I'm going to bring up here. J.B. was from Philadelphia up where I had my studio years ago. Maybe she knows me from up there or knows someone who I've had bad times with before. There's alot I have buried in my past. I have made alot of enemies and some friends and allies. People sometimes don't like me because rather then go behind your back and say things I'll tell you right to your face just to see the response. Why hide what I say behind someone who will misquote me or not say what I have said. She's already slandered me and got away with it so far. She's invaded my family's privacy, and got away with it. There were too many questions about the inside of my house, that she knew about, that changed right after she was not allowed into my house to be someone else. And if it were someone else who was never in the house, how would they know? Isn't that conspiracy?
And if the things separate are not illegal, having an adult website on line, having a web cam for your and your child's safety in the bathroom, then why is it illegal when someone makes up a lie? Isn't that in itself illegal?
If it's legal to do all the things I've been accused of, Then why can't I get justice? And some well needed rest? Well July 1 is coming soon.

Haven't seen J.B. the mother home all night but the children are there by themselves. This is the thing that gets me madder then hell about all this. And does this sound like I hate these idiots. What if someone were to brake in next door or a fire broke out or any number of equally dangerous scenarios happened? These children home by themselves, then who would be to blame?
I wouldn't want that on my mind all the time. So I'm trying to get these children help. I will be glad when they leave though. This crap has taken it's toll. I'm not feeling all that great and I'm not allowed to die. The wife has me under house arrest again. Doing all this work around the house.
So I'm both fighting against them and for them. YES PLANET I AM ALL SCREWED UP.
The more people I talk to that have been here the more my list grews and the more I have to put in order.
More l8r.

2007-04-29 - J.B. wasn't home at all so far for 3+ days strait. The children play out side and all go into the house with no adults around what-so-ever. more l8r.

2007-05-01 - Okay here's somethings to think about.
Yesterday was to be blog silence days so why did people post on their blogs that they weren't posting on their blog? I didn't post, your suppose to be quite in remembrance of VT.
Learn from your mistakes. Don't try to tell me and defend that which you do not know.
And lastly I saw this on someones site "Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, BUT rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "holy shit..what a ride!"
I agree totally. I'm already falling to pieces and I'm not 40 yet.
Thank you everyone who reads this blog. April was my most read month so far.

12 million illegal immigrants hope that nationwide marches on Tuesday will spur Congress to act. In 2006 march some illegal immigrants wore T-shirts saying "I'm illegal. So what?" Okay what's wrong with this picture.
These illegals think they can sneak into America and then demand equal rights as citizens?
okay lets play with this. You murder someone which is illegal then say but just because I did it I demand freedom. You smoke pot which is illegal and get caught and say just because it's illegal I shouldn't be punished.
12 million illegal immigrants are saying something similar "Just because were here illegally doesn't mean anything, we have rights as citizens of the united states." UM, well for starters your not citizens so you have no rights as citizens. If you commit a crime you will do the time, but they feel they are better then everyone else.
They complain that it's so bad in their country, yet they come here and are proud to be from their country and try to make our country as bad as theirs. When will this all end.
The US got in trouble for torturing prisoners and because we have detained people in prisons. But the idiots overseas behead people and torture and kill people without any remorse and it's OK. I say screw you if you kill someone and behead them you should not expect fair treatment from us. Maybe if we started beheading and killing all the prisoners we have maybe they would start seeing things more clearly. Line them all up and put them against the wall and shoot them. People want fair and equal treatment yet don't give the same in return.
Be glad I'm not a soldier anymore, I don't take prisoners. Let the vultures pick their decaying corpses clean. We have to be nice and do the things that are right according to whom?
I say to the 12 million people here illegally go back to your country and come here legally then you can complain that you have no rights and join the rest of us trying to survive in America. Stop trying to be superior to us.

2007-05-04 - What kind of country do we live in?

Teacher accused of stealing coat from 3rd-grader and selling it on ebay.

This makes the news and is broadcast around the world but in my hood children can stay home for days and weeks by themselves and nothing. Which is worse a child left unattended or someone miss placing a coat that was later sold?
Crimes have been committed and omitted against my family as well as against myself and all I get is "don't worry about it." Well I say to the woman whose daughter lost the coat, "don't worry about it if you got it back." More later.

2007-05-05 - Happy "Cinco de Mayo" to everyone whose Mexican. That would be 12 million of you illegals Plus those who are here legally.
J.B. from next door has not been home since the 27 of last month. That's been 9 days these children have been home alone with other children going in their house. Is this allowed to happen where you live? If you leave children unattended will the police come and take your children from you? I bet they will. But in my hood their allowed to do as they please. So if your looking for a place to live that you can abandon your children, move on in to my hood. Your child could roam freely and vandalize and do as they please and so can you.
Tell me I'm wrong.
How am I as a parent suppose to raise my child to obey the law and rules when the other children do as they wish? I tell my son things are wrong and he looks outside his front yard and sees these children breaking the rules that he has to follow.
I'm beyond sick of this crap and it's not getting better. I have to wait and sit here and shut up and do as I'm told while others break the law and it's okay.
I'm waiting patiently for May 21 when we go to trail, but I'm not holding my breath. I'm not even sure if it will make it. I'm expecting them to dismiss it again for some f*cked up excuse that they will defend and f*ck me. If you don't like my words I can care less. I am angry, upset, hurt and scared by this travesty we call justice.
I'm against the whole system, the police do nothing, the government does nothing, I try to do something and am handcuffed and gagged. Well so be it. I still haven't received my paperwork from the CPS or my lawyer. So I guess I'll have to start the phones ringing again Monday.

Well wonders will never surprise J.B. was home for a half hour and gone again. Must be nice. E-mail my lawyer about my records. Lets see were that leads. Stay tuned.

2007-05-06 - 70 years ago the Hindenburg exploded. The day before yesterday the Goodyear blimp woke me up because it was like 100 feet above my house, what a site is was. It's amazing how a bag of gas can float and be so majestic.

A few words about HATE.
Hate in my opinion is a learned response, You don't automatically hate some thing or some one. You may dislike that thing or person but over time you learn to hate.
Children don't hate things at first they learn to hate things. They may dislike something like say green beans. Over time they grew and can become use to them or learn to hate them. Sometimes dislike turns to like.
Hate is not an inborn response. A new born doesn't have the concept of hatred, they see the world as a big scary place. Over time their parents and society mold their perception of the world. They grow up and learn some thing they hate others they love.
Ignorance often breeds hatred. I have learned to hate stupid, ignorant, non-thinking people. I don't automatically hate someone, I may dislike them which will prejudice my opinion of them, and sometimes I have learned to like someone I dislike after getting to know them. More often if I get to know them I will learn to hate them.
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2007-05-07 - I just had an interesting talk with a neighbor seems I'm not the only one that has had a problem with the dcfdtw, or J.B's dogs. So if neighbors are also having the same problems, dogs attacking, children trespassing, being threatened. Um how am I the one that's instigating all this?
I think the city of Richmond better get off it's ass and do something about this problem. It's really amazing that a group of children and a few irresponsible adults are allowed to dictate policy around my hood because they have been in trouble with the law and know the loopholes. And they brag about it.
I call it a hood because it used to be a neighborhood at one time but with the crimes that are allowed to flourish here it got reduced to a hood. The mayor will hear about this if I have to go downtown and camp in his waiting room. I'm beyond fed up with this shit.

2007-05-09 - This world is getting wacko. We have the first named storm of the season 3 weeks early. Tornadoes wiped out a town with F-5 strength winds. Fires burning out of control in several states. Mickey Mouse rip off preaching jihad in the middle east. Wars going on in several places. Children left home unattended. No wait it's Situation Normal All Fucked Up, Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition. < SNAFU FUBAR>
The Mayor will be at South Side Plaza tomorrow and wants to hear how the city can help it's citizens, so I'm going to go and see if I can get an appointment with him. Had a long talk with my lawyer today also. Hope I can get somewhere now.
I'm seriously thinking of putting this blog in print and selling it.

2007-05-11 -
Had fun tonight at the "Mayor's Town Hall Meeting" at Southside Community Center 4100 Hull Street. I got some real good photos which I have uploaded to my photo album. And they will be for sale on the stock site. Okay we'll see where this goes. I really want to believe Mayor Wilder's words, but....

Okay let me see if I got this one straight. Don Imus is not allowed to call the women's basketball team names, but the Rev. Al Sharpton is allowed to call the Mormon's names. You can't stereotype someone but it's OK to cut down their religion. I say if you fired Don Imus for that, the Rev. should also be fired. Fair is fair. Equal rights and all that. Or is it just another, it's OK for us to complain but not you.

2007-05-12 - To all you mothers out there I want to say happy mothers day. I'm taking the weekend off. I need to rest. Happy mothers day baby, I love you.

2007-05-14 - 5:30 OK start rolling the film. J.? was just at 100 chuckatuck busting up sticks and whatever. < see video >
I'm now going to call the police and see what's going to be done.
6:26 Still no word yet. No problem. I want to thank the mayor again for listening. <see video> He mentions "children being left home alone". Now if I can just get the crimes to stop..
7:30 I have emailed both the Sgt. and the Commonwealth attorney so we'll see. Next shot is Social Services.

2007-05-15 - OK. I have started to email everyone I can about this problem. I will continue to do what I can.
I am tired and sick of this situation that occurs every day that it's nice outside. These children need help. The city needs to take a good hard look and fix the problem not sit there and talk and say the problem will get fixed. Get it done.
I still haven't heard back from either of the officers I have contacted. No problem I'll keep calling. And I'll keep videoing the situation so when It hits hard there be film at 11:00.
The phones have been ringing all day two phones three calls. good progress. The telephones are ringing, We're on the run, progress. I have spoken with CPS and public works today. Good job there today.
I believe they came and picked up the dog today. Hopefully that's part of the problem solved. I still haven't seen J.B. today or the past few days since she was home for a half hour. I did see the missionaries from her church stop by the other day. Is that suppose to be adult supervision for her children? Also when her oldest child leaves the house and leaves his brother there all alone is that suppose to be proper supervision?
Well we'll see what happens.

2007-05-16 - Ten days since J.B, has been home. You would think that having your dog taken away would get her home. wrong it's 12:09 and she isn't home today. And if she pulls the i'm a loving mother routine give me a brake.
First I want these children taken care of, then I want to be compensated for the past years and for my and my families rights having been slaughtered.
There is a difference here I fully expect to be punished if I do something Illegal in the public eye, but on the same hand if I'm doing nothing wrong there should be no punishment. When lies are allowed more weight then the truth in society then there's a big problem. If I bare false witness I will be punished. If I tell the truth and no one listens??
But I know Mayor Wilder heard me. I believe him when he said that. I will still hold the line the war isn't over. But I have started to fight with more force now.

I am so proud of bug. He informed me that he is reading on a sixth grade level and he's in third grade.
How can you people who have come up against me compare me to that piece of filth and hold her up as a better parent. You will do something to help me, I'll make sure you do. That is a promise not a threat. I am going to hold each agency responsible for their actions, or lack of action. To the full extent of the law and with whatever I can do. I'm only asking for fairness in this. Is that too much to ask.
You want an apology for something that happened 150+ years ago, but can't give me equal and fair. SHAME ON YOU ALL.

I saw both children leave the house so there should be no one there. I'm staying alert though, never know what will happen from these people. I have been on guard duty since june 2006 non-stop.
It's raining it's pouring. 7:24

2007-05-18 - Here's a thought for today. I am allowed to stand and photograph public officials in places that most people can't even get access to. I am trusted and smiled at for being professional and courteous. I give everyone dignity and respect often asking before I take certain photographs or videos. But this same person in their yard photographing and videotaping children unattended braking the law, trespassing and vandalizing the street is not to be believed?
Same person different place, different treatment WHY?
How much evidence do you need to prove someone guilty?
Well let's see if I can get answers to all these questions or if I get excuses again. I'm banking on the excuses. They'll wait till everything is over and say why worry about it now..

2007-05-20 - My good friends Jeff and Katy got married. Congrats to both of them. I got to be best man again at a wedding. All the brides maids and the bride were radiant, the groom and grooms men were snazzy in our tux's. It was a beautiful ceremony, and I know they will be happy together for a long time.

2007-05-22 - Well we had our day in court yesterday. It went as I figured it would. Do the least amount and get very little done. It's amazing how lies can out way the truth. It's amazing that someone can tell lies to a judge. But since we got a conviction, I'll take what I can get.

I am such a wreck today and more people try and stuff life up my butt. Do this for me, do that for me, I need your help. Well when I need help everyone runs and hides and gives me shit excuses and crap that I do almost everything by myself. I am tired of being, I am sick, I don't feel well and this stress from people is killing me. Well the world can as Peter Griffon <The Family Guy> says "kiss the fattest part of my ass." I have had too much of peoples harassment and lies.
I have to be on guard now so J.B. from next door doesn't try and harass me with the police again. It's one thing to call the police for crimes being committed, it is illegal to call the police and file false inaccurate reports.
Everything I put in this blog can be verified. I have proof, videos, photos and police reports if I get them. I have been trying to work with the law of these matters and all I get for being a good citizen is "well your just a dumb ass unemployed redneck that's looking for money." So seeking fair and just compensation is being a gold digger.
I hope the Mayor reads this blog or his Press Secretary. I was attacked and I'm the aggressor. My yard and my child and me were where we were suppose to be but we instigated the fights. I throw their ball in my yard, I throw rock and hit my dog with sticks, in my yard. I did all this stuff. That's why I have video and photos of children left unattended doing whatever they want in anybodies yard, but I'm guilty of it??????????
All the damage is on the side of the car that faces J.B.'s house. She brakes the laws, lies and is praised. I'm beyond pissed and yet I have to maintain myself in a civilized manner, and not raise my voice because if I do I'm the trouble maker. Well then I'm going to make more trouble. I will do whatever I have to, to make sure those children get the help they need. I will do everything I legally can. If J.B. attacks me or threatens me I will defend myself as I have been doing. If her children continue to do what they please then I'll do as I have been doing. If J.B. does not leave at the end of June and continues to stay in the house she is renting I will see she is evicted. Even if I have to file the eviction notices myself.
A lot of people say well you can't do that, your just causing trouble. As the resident property manager for the landlord I can do certain things. I have acted only on his orders and still she has more rights then him.
J.B. better be out of there in June. She continues to brake the lease, and I expect that she will try and sue the landlord. I'll be waiting, I'll testify against her again and again and again. And surprise my story will be the same, J.B's will change each time she says something.

2007-05-23 - MY VOICE IS MY BLOG. I will yell now so loud that God will hear me. I will yell till the walls of reality shake and crumble. I told J.B. a thousand times to leave me alone. I'm not going away. I don't duck and run. If you hit me and knock me down I will get back up till you kill me. I don't back down from people who are inferior to me. I'm not dying for this world.
I knew her Lawyer the minute he walked in and looked at me. He tried to get me to give him information which, if he were as smart as he pretended to be he would find out here first. but don't know maybe he is looking? If so I don't have to pretend to like you. And if he tries to badger me again?? I answered your questions.
If everyone must know I have a vast graveyard called my past. I have buried alot of stuff in the past that should stay buried. I have buried friends and relatives in my past as well as enemies. I have ghosts from my past that continue to haunt me. You can't believe all the things that have gone wrong in my life. But I have remained true to myself. I know what I am if you don't, I can't help what you don't know or do know.
I don't understand alot of the things but they happened. And speaking of enemies I have alot of them also. But as if I didn't know who made the false allegations I do now. Thanks to her lawyer. Judge Campbell was a fair judge. I thanked him.
People think that if I ignore you I'm afraid of you. WRONG. If you threaten me and I don't respond back that I'm afraid of you. WRONG. And I have proven I know when to keep quite. But not when to give up. As someone once said "misunderestimate me now."
Maybe I should rename my blog the thoughts of a insane lunatic functioning normally in a totally crazy planet submitted for your approval. But before our world burns into the sun, I will show my son the right paths to follow and let him be a better person then me.
If they try to mess with him again. There is no where on this piece of shit planet where you can hide. I will hunt you down and banish you to gods kingdom and let him deal with you. If your coming after me come after me for if you come after my son or wife again you will not like me this time around. Mark these word and convict me if you must. You have beaten me down stepped on me and spit on me in my front yard. You bullied your way into my home and told me to stop doing normal things that were not illegal and then hide. Well next time have a fucking warrant for my arrest and make it for something that's not in my house. If we are suppose to be equal how come I'm not.
I've had to stop the sale of my house for a second time. I am ...
I think I have been on too much of a crap mood so I'm going to take today off and not blog again till thursday. My mother will be down for the weekend so I might just take the weekend off to, we'll see.
Time of the oath. My sweetest memories die in the dust.If I can't change myself I will change the world I live in. I'm a fool for playing by their rules so I will bend them to make them work.

They took Jericho off the line-up for this fall. Well my Wednesday nights are free again. down to 4 hours a week of TV.
I'll try to get back to being less irate in a few days I am extremely pissed off at the whole legal and judicial system as well as the executive branch of our government and have a right to vent. I'm trying to be as hospitable as possible but there are times that using cussing is the only way to get the anger and the hostility out. I do so apologize to anyone who reads this and can't see that. You can only hold your tongue so long before you bite it off.
I do have a problem with the oath at the beginning of the trial, I couldn't tell the whole truth. No one wants to hear the whole truth. Because telling the whole truth would require me to tell the whole story and we all know that they didn't want that.

2007-05-24 - I want to take this time to thank two people that were in my life that made a big difference in my life and some of you will be surprised. I don't even know if these two soldiers are even still alive, but thank you Drill Instructor Baxter and Drill Instructor Wilson. And to shock you even more these two African American men took me under their special care and smacked some sense into me. And yes I said African American and I respect them.
Drill Instructor Baxter was tall and skinny but I wouldn't want to mess with him. I did mess with his mind though he took a liking to me.
Drill Instructor Wilson was 6'5" and about that big across. He was the biggest guy I had met till I got into wrestling. He took a liking to me also. I was part of the dog squad we always had dog duty and the dogged us regularly. We cleaned up Fort Nuts <Fort Dix>, We did everything these men told us.
I sometime wish I had of known to stay In and not get out but. A big yell out to my old company, Delta company 2nd platoon 3rd battalion. That was 1986-1987.

2007-05-26 - Delta-2-3 - Second to none. We are better than anything or anyone else. Drill Instructor's I will still obey your last command to me and be "Second to None". I can't help what you people don't know or know about me, that doesn't make me any different. I will be me no matter what you think or feel. You are allowed to have your own thought as I am and if you tell me you have more of a right your wrong.
For 20 years I have held to my vows to the Army and to the Intelligence community, I can't help what you do not know.

2007-05-30 -
Delta-2-3. Second to none.
Bug got yet another award today in school. That boy just keeps getting award after award.. I am so proud of him.

2007-06-01 - Again I want to thank all my readers. Thanks for staying with me for another record breaking month. I had an interesting dinner engagement tonight. The wife and I ate with a retired Judge. He gave me a few tips to deal with this problem I seem to be the one instigating, The wife and I had a wonderful evening and thank the Judge and his wonderful family for the dinner. I think I impressed him, I hope I did. I was on my best behavior.

2007-06-02 - I don't know how many of you have suffered with a migraine, but try having two of them with a cluster headache running around that. That's my head when the pain gets so bad I can't even lay down. I have suffered with this problem for most of my life like 17 years before that I had regular migraines.
I have proof that I have a problem even thought to look at me you would think there's nothing wrong with that guy. Then you see one of my bad attacks and you will understand some of what is wrong with me. If I get over heated or over stressed I will pass out sometimes and do what my son calls the "fishy dance" where I shake and convulse for up to 8 hours but here lately it's only been about 30 minutes to an hour with a few rare 2 hour or a double attack in one day.
Figured I'd fill you readers in on some more of my life. As I stated before I think I'm going to make this into a book. Why not it will be my story the story of me. People are amazed at what I've done others are ashamed but I will be me.
I have met plenty of famous people in my life had the pleasure to photograph a few of them. Had a successful career when I started doing photography back in 1997-1999 stopped to move to Richmond and raise my child. Decided here recently to start back up and then everything blew up and now I'm wondering where do I even belong in this sick society we call America.
I want my country back. I'm tired of people who brake the laws they have more rights then I do. I'm tired of the government dictating policies that they themselves don't keep but I have to. Tired of children telling adults what to do and threatening them and they have more rights then I do.
I gave an oath to defend this country and I take my oaths seriously. Once I give my word I will almost always try and keep it. Most people that know me see that.
I will tell you all that this stress from this crap is killing me. I haven't felt this bad in 16 years. I'm hurting inside constantly. I just want this part of this nightmare I call life to end so I can go and have the strength to fight for SSI. That will be coming up here soon. stay tuned. as always you will find out about it here first.

My son told me he got 100% on his SOL pretest in math today. He's been doing so well in school and he's sort of not looking forward to school ending but then again he's a kid and is looking forward to school ending so....
So big yell out to bug. congrats again dude.. your my hero.

2007-06-05 - I'm going to go out on a limb here and say my son should get all A's on his SOL's. I know he will be doing his best and seeing as he had a 100% on his math and 100% on his reading. That should be a safe assumption.
I am very proud of him, he's a good kid. Do your best bug.

Things for the most part have been quite on the war front here. J.B. hasn't been home much but her children have been, so even going to court and being told to change did no good. As I expected. When she told the judge she didn't have to listen, she meant it. Wish someone could see this all the right way and fix it. I'm tired of the crap.
There is no signs that she is moving out by July 1. I'm expecting a big war this summer with her and her not moving. But she will mark my words. I'll force the eviction or the landlord will be sued and I'll move, Which will be impossible for me but....
We'll see. Stay tuned.

J.B. was just home and took the dog and D.B. out with her leaving her youngest home by himself. My brother was here and witnessed it. So she is not obeying the law but can I do anything about it. NO.
I'll continue to observe and report. I am an eyewitness to these things and it is not a dispute it is fact. If the city would get off it's lazy ass and do something about this as they have said they would maybe things wouldn't be so bad here. BUT instead I have to bare all of this stress and sit here and be quite so J.B. can do as she pleases. Fine wait for it to rain down on you.

2007-06-06 - The landlord stopped by today, after I had contacted Sgt. Stanton to see who I had to talk to about the child being left unattended and for the trespassing that these children have done. When the landlord pulled up I asked him what he was going to do about the child being left there alone. He started to say something when J.B. the mother pulls up and parks in the yard where she was told not to park and yell at her child to get out of the car with the dog. She puts the car in reverse and starts to back up. The landlord goes up to the car to tell her she has to be out of the house by the end of June. She puts the car in drive and peels wheels, nearly hitting him with the car telling him to f**k off and to deal with her 15 year old son???
He yells to her to be out of the house by the end of this month. Mean while I had gotten a call as the landlord was walking up to her car from Sgt. Stanton. Whom I was on the phone with while she was trying to run the landlord over. This women is a nut case. Wish I had a camera for one of my eyes. The wife witnessed it too this time and said did you see that. Yeap I did.
Officer Cutshall and Officer Kenney I believe the other officers name was, came out and told the people down the street to stay away from the landlords property and if the children decide to play in any of the properties that I am watching, which is now considered the end of the earth they will fall off the end of the earth.
I knew there was a reason weird crap was happening at my house I live beyond the end of the planet...
Officer Cutshall was surprised I remembered his name? Don't know why that was so amazing I have to remember every incident and have it in chronological order and time date stamped to boot. Well I have it almost ready.
I commended the officers and told them to take it easy and I will try and get the landlord to file charges against J.B. Pray she don't move next to you. She will steal and tell you you owe her more. She will walk into your house and not knock. Or she'll leave her children to terrorize your kids while they tell you there is nothing you can do to stop her at least legal that is. But I went there a few months ago, no need to rewrite it again here.
There was no report number for this talking to. So I understand. They should have reported it back to the Sgt. If either or any of these children or people try anything stupid. It will be on tape and reported A.S.A.P. to whom I have to report it.

It's amazing that due to the fact that these are children they can get away with everything short of murder. Their parents can't be held responsible and I'm really fed up with it. but the story goes on and so will I.
I'm learning alot about the country I live in and I don't much care fort the injustice I have to deal with on a daily basis. I now have to go and fix a morons computer for him..
I hate computers.....................................................

I am trying to get the landlord to file a report about J.B. next door and the people down the street. I can push molasses up hill in a snow storm faster.
The landlord has been receiving threats from a D*? I am in possession of the phone numbers and will give all this to my attorney to file as everything else has been. I only have till the end of the month hopefully for all this to end. Lets see how it ends. I want it to end.
Again I want to thank the Sgt. for his help and guidance, and Officer Cutshall for his understanding and patience. Warning these people ain't enough anymore. If they up the stakes they better know how to hide real well. Where's Dog the Bounty Hunter when you need him? Or Michael Knight and KITT? Shoot I'd settle for the A-team. But I got me an army of one So be it. I stand ready. The line will be held.
And if they continue to threaten me they will answer to me one way or another. I will not duck and run nor will I let them bully me anymore.

After being threatened enough the landlord is finely going to file a report about yesterdays and todays events.
Seems the phone number he had was D*? So with proof in hand he will try to get this taken care of. Stay tuned..

2007-06-07 - There was a written threat and a verbal threat left on the landlords machine. OK I ask you how smart do you have to be to leave your name and phone number on a threat? Pretty smart if you ask me. NOT.
And isn't now a federal crime too threaten someone over the phone? I'll have to look it up and see. I want to be a C.O.P. < Citizen On Patrol > like in Police Academy the movies. I would be Bobcat Goldthwaits character.
Have been looking up statutes in the Code of Virginia all night and am about ready to go to sleep for a few hours. I am officially considering my and my families lives in danger till this is over, so I will now be armed at all times. Let them try and make good on their threats. I'll show them what 38 out of 40 means. It means I'm and expert shot and 2 bullets might miss the kill zone on a target. Ask anyone in the military what it means and if they would want to mess with someone like that. The answer will be no.
And if you all get hyper I also have a permit to carry and it's legal. So we are going to have a fun summer too. Tomorrow it's suppose to be about 105 degrees heat index. Like 99 degrees. I cut the front yard yesterday took 3 hours. It use to take that long for the entire yard. I'm getting bad.
In the movie of my life I want Ozzy Osbourne to play me, he's the only one that cusses enough to be me. Or Bobcat Goldthwait could be me also.
More later, stay tuned.

Here's a quote. " I have to ask complete idiots to help me and you know how unreliable they are." " Their so trustworthy."

2007-06-08 - Incidents and reports some I can't file 2006 2006-06-?? - J.B. and J.E.? Threatened my son & myself. To kill us. § 18.2-60
2006-09-29 - J.B. firing bbgun at dog & G.H, J.E.? was there too. #200609290797 Officer Balwin, Officer Egglink. § 15.2-915.4
2006-09-30 - J.B.'s dogs running loose. Taken away. Got the 1 dog back. #200609300788 Officer Austin Moore, animal control.
2006-10-01 - Went to the magistrate to stop J.B. from retaliating.
2006-10-02 - CPS and LEO in my house for false allegations of "child porn" #20061002???? Craig Ferguson, another LEO. § 18.2-56.2, § 18.2-386.1
2006-10-04 - CPS Craig Ferguson was back to interview my wife.
2006-10-06/09 - J.B. and P.E.? were rejoicing in the fact I went to jail in J.B.'s front yard? Which of course I didn't.
2006-11-09 - 6:38p-7:29p Incidents involving J.B and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-11-10 - 8:56p-9:05p Incidents involving J.B and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-11-11 - 5:51p-6:02p Incidents involving J.B and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-11-19 - 6:38p-7:29p Incidents involving J.B and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-11-24 - 4:14p-4:39p Incidents involving J.B and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-11-26 - J.E. was in yard. The Gang were watching. Someone was watching from J.E.'s house.
2006-11-28 - J.B.'s dog Jessica attack my dog and me.
2006-11-30 - 4:03p-4:12p Incidents involving J.B. and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2006-12-10 - 3:47p What I was filming when Officer Church told me to stop #20061210????Officer Church. § 18.2-130, § 18.2-386.1
2006-12-10 - 3:47p What I was filming when Officer Church told me to stop #20061210????Officer Church. § 18.2-130, § 18.2-386.1
2006-12-10 - 3:48p What I was filming when Officer Church told me to stop #20061210????Officer Church. § 18.2-130, § 18.2-386.1
2006-12-10 - 3:51p What I was filming when Officer Church told me to stop #20061210????Officer Church. § 18.2-130, § 18.2-386.1
2006-12-10 - 3:47p What J.B. and J.E.? where doing and it wasn't playing ball in their yard #20061210???? Officer Church. § 18.2-127, § 18.2-128, § 18.2-140
2006-12-12 - Threatened by P.E.? and told to go into my house and stay there. She was at J.B.'s house at the time.
2006-12-15 - 3:19p Incidents involving J.B., D.B. and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-127, § 18.2-128, § 18.2-140
2006-12-16 - 3:04p Incidents involving J.B., D.B. and J.E.? #20061216???? Officer ? talked to G.H. Trespassing. § 18.2-127, § 18.2-128, § 18.2-140
2006-12-16 - 3:07p Incidents involving J.B., D.B. and J.E.? #20061216???? Officer ? talked to G.H. Trespassing. § 18.2-127, § 18.2-128, § 18.2-140

2007

2007-01-09 - Went to Oliver hill courthouse and was told I could have my CPS file. Haven't got it yet.
2007-02-01- Retained Larry Pochucha as my lawyer to help me.
2007-02-05 - J.B. Child home from school. Trespassing.
2007-02-11 - Incidents involving J.B. and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2007-02-13 - Letter delivered to J.B. from my lawyer to stay away, D.B. signed for it.
2007-03-24 - CPS letter stating incident on 2006-10-02 was unfounded, untrue.
2007-03-28 - D.B. demanded his ball back. Trespassing.
2007-03-29 - Damage to our car. Mirror broken.
2007-04-01 - 3:32p Incident involving car fire. Separate Incident involving D.B. Trespassing and D.E. Verbal Threat #200704010526 Officer Cutshall, another LEO. Multiple children in the yard unattended by adults.
2007-04-24 - Incidents involving J.B. and J.E.? Trespassing and firing water guns at cars, jumping out of ditches at cars going by. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2007-04-26 - Filed an authorization letter so the police can pick up people trespassing.
2007-04-26 - 7:57p Incidents involving J.B. and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2007-04-26 - 8:11p Incidents involving J.B. and J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2007-05-14 - 5:23p Incident involving J.E.? Trespassing. § 18.2-23, § 18.2-46.5?, § 18.2-119, § 18.2-121, § 18.2-140
2007-06-05 - J.B. left J.B. home unattened except for his friend J.E. Two underaged minors alone.
2007-06-06 - J.B. also tried to run the landlord over. Officer Cutshall and Officer Kenney respond to take a report none done. Later that evening the
land lord recieved two threats from D.E.?
2007-06-07 - J.B. was at my sons bus stop an hour after he was suppose to be in school. Don't even get into what happens, nothing.

Any Date marked in blue I have video for, any number marked in red I have a copy of, any number marked in purple seems to not exist. Any number marked with yellow is the virginia code number that was violated.

So as you can see that's alot of don't worry about it, nothing is going on they say. Well when the videos and photos don't hold up in reality and everything is OK because they wish it to be, it ain't I assure you that.
I had a massive attack last night and am going to recover for a few days. Stay tuned.

2007-06-11 - How many threats of death does it take to get the police to do anything where you live. If you had video and photos and taped phone threats and were told "Well they didn't mean it so it's ok.????"
I'll post a photo that the wife took of these children playing in their yard supposedly. Does this look like they are playing in there yard which is in the foreground? And vandalizing a church is a don't worry about it also in my community.
I can't get the full damage to my car recovery because she said so. I'll bet she don't even pay whatever I do get as recovery for the damage these brats have done to my car over the past two years. These two are J.B. and J.E. Don't you wish you lived here on my street. My new name for this blog ought to be "nightmare on my street". How far would you be willing to go to defend your family? I hope to god they don't make me find out.
If I get no help from the police and every piece of sh*t agency in this city says don't worry about it and if these froggies decide to jump, well?????????
Part of their reasoning is I'm not afraid of them. So they don't take the threat serious. Well I can defend myself the Army saw to that, and I was a Pro-Wrestling Manager. Got thrown out of Alabama for being to good of a bad guy. So excuse me if I'm not afraid of a 150 lbs. stick figure of a twerp. I throw bags of concrete around my yard that weigh as much as D.E. I am afraid they will do something stupid and I will have to respond and then you'll be seeing me on the news. BUT if that's the way the city wants it SO BE IT. I will still try and hold to the law but if I have to act to save my families life, We will see how god wants it to go down and then I'll act accordingly. I am tired of trying to report crimes and being harassed for doing so. Richmond City can f*ck off. Tell me to be good. STOP THE FUCKING CRIMES.

Heres a map of my hood.

To the troopers who are fighting the war overseas I salute you. Right or wrong, even if the war is disagreeable continue to keep us free and fight for us. I might not agree with the war or the government, but I will stand behind the men and women who are fighting and dying to keep freedom free.
Some people have given their all to keep us free, others would rather sit on their ass and complain about shit. I will continue to do what I must to keep my way of life. Every red blooded American should support our fighting forces. If you don't like the war that is fine, you are welcome to your opinion. When you start trying to stop the war, that's fine also. When you turn your back on our troops, well didn't we learn from the Viet Nam war what will happen when we turn our backs on our troops, I'm afraid we have not.
I am ashamed to call myself American. I am ashamed of how this country of hypocrisy treats those who hold it dear. I see the terrorist point of view in this and can't say they are entirely wrong. They are wrong in the way they go about things but having been through what I am still enduring I can see some of it clearly.
I am tired of government telling me to obey laws they themselves refuse to follow. I have seen things clearly and they cloud them and say see it their way. I say FUCK OFF. Tell me to see thing other then the way things are is bullshit. You expect robots to do everything you say, well yes robots must obey, humans have freewill. God gave us that right.
Our forefather gave us that right and if you try and take it away from me without due process of law you'll get my weapon bullets first. That right was also given to me in the Declaration of Independence and The Constitution of these United States as well as the Code of law that Richmond City Police refuse to uphold.
WE HOLD THESE TRUTHS TO BE SELF EVIDENT THAT ALL MEN <MANKIND> ARE CREATED EQUAL. BUT the rich enjoy the full protection of the law and those who can afford it. Those who have to fight and struggle to make it get no justice, no protection under the law, and as Walter Cronkite use to say "That's the way it is."
Tell me I'm not seeing this clearly.

2007-06-13 - Not much going on here since the police warned these people again for like the 4th or 5th time. Glad they gave me that many warnings WAIT they never warned me. They just barged into my house unwarranted and then left telling me all kinds of things that they had no right to tell me. BUT that's the way it is here.
My condition is holding but I've had several attacks this week alone and am not feeling that good. I've gone into debt and spent money I didn't have to do nothing. I hired a lawyer to get my records which he did not. I've been F*cked by the law and those whom uphold the law and told don't worry about it. Guess I'm not to worry about it if they kill me also.
I'm trying to recover and get back to where I was before but don't know if that's possible. I am officially out of the adult industry which I was a part of and am very upset that the law said someone who lied and f*cked me over was right, even though she was proven wrong. I have been harassed and forced to stay in my house while the neighbors do as they will in their yard and in everyone else's yard.
If you doubt my words try living here. You will be a believer. My blood brother was here now he doesn't come around much because of the everyday sh*t that happens. He once told me "your making this all up." Well he was here when the CPS and the LEO was in my house and he saw what has been happening. As has my mother and most of my friends. So a bunch of people witnessed all this but the police say it's not happening. Well there are to many eyewitnesses to be nothing going on. The police don't believe the stories of honest law abiding citizens of this commonwealth, but believe the criminals because their stories sound good. SCREW the system. I'm tired of a non-working system that does nothing for the people who need help.

Here's one from the land down under.
Australian Attacked With Swordfish Snout
BRISBANE, Australia - Two assailants broke into a man's trailer and attacked him with a swordfish snout in eastern Australia early Wednesday, leaving the victim with cuts to his arms, back and hands, police said.
Well when you take guns away from people you get weird weapons used to commit crimes. Is Australia going to ban fishing also so more people don't get attacked with sword fish snouts? What's next using brown snakes to rob a bank? Or pointed sticks?
If you take this world seriously don't the stupidity on this planet is astounding. Notice the search for intelligent life in the universe is focused off this planet wonder why?
here's another.
MARSHALL COUNTY, Iowa - Only in America…..A woman in Iowa, who is the butt of all jokes, has been charged with stealing toilet paper from a courthouse. And the most halarious part of it all, she is facing “potentially three years of incarceration for three rolls of toilet paper”, that even had the police Chief in fits of laugheter.
WELCOME to America..Land of the fee home of the paid.
And I'm complaining about the crime in my hood.

Here's another one for you.
Cajun Town Bans Saggy Pants
DELCAMBRE, La. - Sag your britches somewhere else, this Cajun-country town has decided.
Mayor Carol Broussard said he would sign an ordinance the town council approved this week setting penalties of up to six months in jail and a $500 fine for being caught in pants that show undergarments or certain parts of the body.
Funny the laws we enforce and don't enforce.

2007-06-14 - This one is just plain wrong.
Ky. Police Chief Shot to Death
CLAY CITY, Ky. - A trusting, small-town police chief _ the city's only officer _ was fatally shot in his cruiser Wednesday after he cuffed a suspect's hands in the front instead of the back, authorities said.
In most circumstances, officers cuff in the back to restrict mobility. But cuffing in the front was a practice that Chief Randy Lacy, 55, often used when arresting people he knew, said Greg Adams, a Powell County sheriff's deputy. The suspect, who had been stopped on suspicion of driving under the influence, had a long criminal history, records show.
The suspect deserves the death penalty. It's like he shot Andy Griffith from Mayberry < The Andy Griffith Show.> As stated I do not hate the police most are descent people, some need to listen more and assume less. I saw Officer Cutshall today down the street as I went for a walk to my buds house. I said hi and went on. I hold no grudge against any officer that has come against me. They just need to stop listening to the lies and start listening to the truth. I do however hate the fact that laws have been broken and I had to go into debt to do nothing and the guilty are allowed to do as they wish.
Well J.B. will be gone the 1st of July. I'll celebrate when I see her ass leave.
George Orwell Quote " In a time of deceit telling the truth is a Revolutionary act" that about sums up my situation in a nut shell. Can I charge the City for not upholding the laws?

I am so very proud of my son. He came home today with a trophy and several awards for the mind games and all. He is phenomenal, this child has endured alot of thing this past year and he got better and better. He got his camera as promised and we are going to celebrate. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY...

2007-06-15 - Today is a special day for my babygirl who has a birthday today. I love this woman with every thing that I am. I thank her for putting up with my sh*t.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY.
My son and my wife are very special to me and if anyone tries to do anything to them, well don't I'll just say that. My wife and I have been together 16 years and have grown together so there is not two there just one. I love her and thank her. I'm trying to make these things better baby I promise you that.

2007-06-16 - Even in death Sitting Bull can't rest in peace. The fight over Sitting Bull's remains still goes on a century later.
Battle Over Memorializing Sitting Bull
The famous great Sioux chief who was killed in a battle with Indian police and American soldiers on June 15, 1890. His death still haunts America and has stirred up trouble again between the Sioux nation and America.
Let the Chief rest in peace. 500 years of telling these people "Resistance is futile you will be assimilated" and now the dead are targets still. Why must we try and assimilate cultures into our own and try to change them to what we want. We assimilate anything we can't understand and change it to our own liking instead of trying to live in harmony.
If the Sioux Nation doesn't want to place a tourist center where Chief Sitting Bull is buried then so be it. Don't tell them they have to. Has America honored any of the treaties with the American Indian Nations?

Don't drink and drive nude...
Trooper stops naked couple in SUV
Wed Jun 13, 10:58 PM ET
Drunken driving is bad, but drunken driving while naked could be worse. A Washington State Patrol trooper pulled over an SUV on Interstate 90 in this Seattle suburb after observing it driving erratically about 1:20 a.m. Friday.
The trooper found both the driver and his female passenger were naked, with alcohol containers in the vehicle. They apparently had been interrupted in the middle of an intimate act, said Trooper Jeff Merrill, a State Patrol spokesman.
A 19-year-old Seattle man was arrested for investigation of drunken driving, a gross misdemeanor, and investigation of embracing while driving, which Merrill said was a misdemeanor. The 20-year-old Seattle woman was cited for being a minor in possession of alcohol, he said. The patrol did not release their names.
That should teach um get a room.

2007-06-18 - Heres one for today.
Woman Wins $29,000 for Topless Stroll
NEW YORK - A woman arrested for exposing her breasts has accepted a $29,000 settlement from the city, her lawyer said.
Jill Coccaro, 27, was arrested on a topless stroll two years ago, despite a 1992 state appeals court ruling that concluded women should have the same right as men to take off their shirts.
Coccaro, who now goes by the name Phoenix Feeley, remained in custody for 12 hours before she was told prosecutors were not going to pursue charges.
Her attorney, Jeffrey Rothman, told the Daily News that his client won the civil rights settlement from the city, which did not admit or deny wrongdoing.
"We hope the police learn a lesson and respect the rights of women to go topless," Rothman said.
Feeley told the New York Post that she was not treated well after her Aug. 4, 2005, arrest in Manhattan's Lower East Side section. She claimed in an October lawsuit that a police officer yanked her out of a patrol car by her hair and police took her to a hospital for a psychiatric evaluation.
She told the newspaper she had gone bare-breasted after running the 2004 city marathon without police bothering her.
"I've always just felt that was something natural," Feeley said of going topless. "I've kind of always done it out of practicality."
My questions are these. Why does a few pounds of human fat with a nipple on top of it cause so much problems in todays society? And when are they going to finally make it illegal to be an adult in that same society?
We have more important things to worry about then a woman walking around topless.

2007-06-21 - The world has gone loony tunes. When even fictional TV characters are not safe from ID thieves.
Thieves Steal Herman Munster's Identity
That shows you the mentality of the people stealing ID's. They can't even tell fake people from real. Nor do they care. What the FBI should do is not say anything and let them sell the information and track where, when and how they use the information. But that only seems to work in the movies.
I told my bank to do the same thing when my account was hacked the past two times. NO WE CAN"T DO THAT. Seems like common sense to me wait there in lay the problem "common sense". SEEMS this planet lacks alot of that here lately.
The theives should have looked here.
http://www.tvacres.com/char_munster_herman.htm
And don't let Rosie O`donnell any where the price is right. She will kill it in my opinion.

How to Please Your I.T. Department... 01. When you call us to have your computer moved, be sure to leave it buried under half a ton of postcards, baby pictures, stuffed animals, dried flowers, bowling trophies and children's art. We don't have a life, and we find it deeply moving to catch a fleeting glimpse of yours.
02. Don't write anything down. Ever. We can play back the error messages from here.
03. When an I.T. person says he's coming right over, go for coffee. That way you won't be there when we need your password. It's nothing for us to remember 700 screen saver passwords.
04. When you call the help desk, state what you want, not what's keeping you from getting it. We don't need to know that you can't get into your mail because your computer won't power on at all.
05. When I.T. support sends you an E-Mail with high importance, delete it at once. We're just testing.
06. When an I.T. person is eating lunch at his desk, walk right in and spill your guts right out. We exist only to serve.
07. Send urgent email all in uppercase. The mail server picks it up and flags it as a rush delivery.
08. When the photocopier doesn't work, call computer support. There's electronics in it.
09. When something's wrong with your home PC, dump it on an I.T. person's chair with no name, no phone number and no description of the problem. We love a puzzle.
10. When an I.T. person tells you that computer screens don't have cartridges in them, argue. We love a good argument.
11. When an I.T. person tells you that he'll be there shortly, reply in a scathing tone of voice: "And just how many weeks do you mean by shortly?" That motivates us.
12. When the printer won't print, re-send the job at least 20 times. Print jobs frequently get sucked into black holes.
13. When the printer still won't print after 20 tries, send the job to all 68 printers in the company. One of them is bound to work.
14. Don't learn the proper term for anything technical. We know exactly what you mean by "My thingy blew up".
15. Don't use on-line help. On-line help is for wimps.
I'm so there....I hate people like that.

2007-06-24 - We all live in America, America is wonderful so the song goes. We live in a Socialist Communist Demacratic Oligarchy. What we really live in is A Hypocrisy. If my words don't make sense to you look it up. Better yet I brought it up, I'll explain.
Socialist - 1. Any of various theories or systems of social organization in which the means of producing and distributing goods is owned collectively or by a centralized government that often plans and controls the economy. 2. The stage in Marxist-Leninist theory intermediate between capitalism and communism, in which collective ownership of the economy under the dictatorship of the proletariat has not yet been successfully achieved.
Communist - 1. A member of a Marxist-Leninist party. 2. A supporter of such a party or movement. 3. A Communard. 4. often communist A radical viewed as a subversive or revolutionary. adj. 1. often communist Relating to, characteristic of, or held to resemble communism or Communists. 2. communist Supporting, advocating, or serving to further communism: communist propaganda.
Democratic - 1. Government by the people, exercised either directly or through elected representatives. 2. A political or social unit that has such a government. 3. The common people, considered as the primary source of political power. 4. Majority rule. 5. The principles of social equality and respect for the individual within a community.
Oligarchy - 1. Government by a few, especially by a small faction of persons or families. 2. Those making up such a government. 3. A state governed by a few persons.
Hypocrisy - 1. The practice of professing beliefs, feelings, or virtues that one does not hold or possess; falseness. 2. An act or instance of such falseness.
Make any sense now? Didn't think it would.

2007-06-25 - We call America free. We have freedom to do as we please. Yet America goes to other countries around the world at large and tells other countries, "You need to have freedom too." Then enslaves the other countries to our values and our way of life, When our way of life is a contradiction. Over the price of dinosaur shit coming up out of the ground that someone put a price tag on. Do I have it correct so far. In it's simplest terms that is all we are at war for. Dinosaur shit.
We'll go and give these people what we have, freedom to do what the government says you are free to do. The rich enslave the poor to their ideas of what we can and can not have. We are free to do as the rich say. Enslaved to the Almighty dollar and dinosaur shit.
30 years ago in the 1970's we had an oil shortage, which is funny because if we were running out of oil 30 years ago why are we now again at our last drops? Anyway the wave of the future was going to be solar power, guess what is still the wave of the future, SOLAR POWER. 30 years and still it will be ready tomorrow.
But this idea of go and liberate those people so they can do as we tell them is not new. The Catholics have been doing it in Gods name since they started. See the Inquisition's of the dark ages.

2007-06-27 - Nothing like a real controversy to end a bogus one. WWE star Chris Benoit murdered his wife and child before killing himself. Bringing an end to the fake death of Vince McMahon. Vince McMahon announced to the world the tragic news, bringing to an end the minority belief that he may be dead for real. So controversial was his death storyline that Vince had to categorically state that Benoit’s tragedy is “Real”. The irony is that this Raw show was billed to be McMahon’s memorial service. Kind of ironic a supposed dead man announcing a real death.
To answer a question on people's minds if Vince McMahon had of died for real there would have been media coverage from around the world. Just look at the publicity of his match with Donald Trump. It was on every station in the world. But very few showed the limo exploding? Why? It was a work people a hoax.
What a crazy world wrestling is. My heart goes out to the people effected by the senseless deaths of this family. Why invent a tragedy when if you wait one will happen for real. In the end we'll find that drugs probably had alot to do with the deaths.

I was recently asked if you were standing at a fork in the road. Two roads veer off into the horizon, one road is the wrestling industry and the other the porn / adult industry. Which road would you choose?
My answer, Wrestling. There's less headaches and at least that circus I understand. The so called Adult industry is filled with people who are big children. I left New Jersey to get away from the "I got a girlfriend who wants to do adult films, but only the way I want her too." OR "She can only do things to me, I control her life. I read her e-mails, I tell her what to do, I tell her who to like or not like. But I can do films with other girls if I want."
Yeah OK, Do you know what the most used four letter word in a whorehouse is? NEXT.
At least the whores in wrestling are one way bastards. They fuck you right up front and say "There."
My friend Eric Walker of Wrestlingbeltworld.com said it best. " He's the pimp, the wrestlers are his whores and the fans are the johns." I understand that, always have.
In the part of the adult industry I have come across this. "I'm her pimp, she's my whore, but I'm her only john and you can pay me to fuck her. Then I want a percent of your cut. And I can do other whores that you will pay me to do." UM pay you to fuck your own old lady??? NEXT.
Now the kicker. I hate wrestling and love porn. I love to photograph beautiful women nude. I love to see two women going at it and enjoying it. I love to watch women orgasm. Hey I'm a man it's normal, unless your gay.
I left New Jersey and two years of solid publication because of two reasons. I already told you the first. The second reason, so I could raise my son. I gave up alot and walked away to raise my son, seven years i did very few shoot here and there.
I started focusing on my stock photo work. I decided to give the adult stuff a try again. Got up and smack. ONE month after I get the members area up and running, I have false allegation of sexually abusing my kid thrown at me. Me supposedly doing child porn, Drugs and all kinds of other lies.
Now most of that is behind me. Ive been FUCKED by my country, My city and the Law. I'm trying to figure out why I'm unimportant in this world unless I'm in trouble then I'm Number One Bad Guy. I walk ten mile to get a quarter inch and then slip back two feet.
And to "Caveman" Kevin Neal, "I didn't drop or go down. If that was your best shot, your best won't do. You bludgeoned my head and broke my face, but I'm still standing and my head is unbowed." I say the same to the City of Richmond. "If that's your best, your best won't do."
I don't know what direction my life is going in. As long as I can raise my child and get him somewhere and he makes something of his life, I did OK.

2007-06-28 - I think I know how Chris Benoit felt, TRAPPED. He was fighting with his wife had a severely retarded child and felt there was no way out. Drugs and possibly alcohol may have been his first answer then killing his family to spare them from the terror he felt. Yes I do believe that was what he felt.
Even if drugs and alcohol didn't play a role the desperation he felt was enough to drive most mad. I have felt the same way at times.
I believe he was crying out for help and finding no answer he did what he did. It wasn't right and it was his fault alone, not his wife's as Bill O'Rylie said. I do disagree with that. The person who commits the crime is the one responsible not the victims. It's easy to point our fingers and say "Well they should have known." No one knows what another person is thinking and going to do.
Trained soldiers freeze up in a fire fight and police also. Then there are those who snap and go haywire and kill for no reason. Before we judge to harshly look at all the facts.
My blog has been silent about what has been going on here because nothing is happening. J.B. moved out this week so it looks like most of her things are gone. Haven't seen her car around here in a few days. D.E. down the street has been watching my house still. So the situation has just changed face.
My guilt in all this is I have told many people and organizations to fuck off. I am tired of things not working, people not doing their job and then blaming me for their fuck ups. I am thinking I might try to start complaining to every organizations complaint department or I might go to the FBI and see what else I can do.
Everyone is like well she moved so be happy. I have no way to recover the thousands of dollars I have had to spend to defend myself for nothing. And I'm to be happy and polite to people and the police, um yeah glad I'm superhuman and nothing ever gets to me. If half of the people I have talked to were in my shoes they would have done far worse then I did. If I were rich J.B. would have been behind bars, but since I have no money it's be happy with what we told you was justice. Well FUCK OFF. When justice is for everyone and serves everyone equal then I'll be happy. I'll bet I don't even see the money for the car door that was awarded to us a small $400.00 that she will not pay. Then we'll have to go to court again and try and get it, which we won't. As I said I'm not rich I paid a lawyer to get me my records and still I don't have something that I am allowed by law to have.
So yes I do understand Chris Benoit's plight.

Let's start by saying only Chris Benoit knows for sure what happened and what made him snap. I'm only going by the news accounts of what they released to the public. This is my opinion of what happened.
It probably started out as a verbal disagreement between his wife and himself. Arguing over the child, wrestling and life. At some point, whether through drugs or alcohol or distress he had enough. Seeing no way out of his situation, he decided that death was the answer.
He knew his wife would be a problem. He loved his family and didn't want to hurt them. But seeing in a hole you only have up. So he decided to do what he could.
He struggled with his wife, probably knocking her unconscious, then tied her up so she would be less likely to struggle if she came to. He strangled her. Probably telling her he loved her.
Later with tears in his eyes and a heavy heart, he went to his sons room while he was asleep. He choked his son with a sleeper hold, knowing that his son would feel very little as the air didn't come. He probably asked god to forgive him, and maybe even said a prayer over them.
Later when he realized there was now no way out he killed himself. After making sure someone would find them. I believe drugs and alcohol played a role in this as they always do. But the underlying key factor was he was trapped.
A severely retarded child is a big burden. Some just can't handle it, the stress, the nothing is going to get better. I do understand, I have a medical condition that will never get better. I've had a migraine headache for 17 years or so. Each day I wake up in pain. My head buzzing, humming, pounding and no help. No medicine so far has helped.
So I know the despair he must of faced day to day. It sounds to me he wanted to help his family. Put them all out of pain and suffering. As I said I think I do understand Chris Benoit. I'm not saying he's right just I understand.
Being in the spotlight, getting a big push, having a troubled life at home, a sick child, a nagging wife. Yes you see it all the time. A bomb waiting to go off. So off he went.
No one truly knows another person but I feel I understand his pain. I've had thoughts like that. I think everyone has. There have been several times in my life that death seemed like the answer. But suicide is a sin and it's one that can't be forgiven.
So I fight on until god decides it's time to kill me. Others don't see it that way they see it as the final answer and in a way it is. Once dead your not coming back here.
I never wanted fame although a little fortune wouldn't hurt. I'm almost famous more like infamous. There are people who know me from wrestling, there are people who know me from my photography and people who just know me. Now if I could just have some riches from all that, that would be OK.
Maybe I just watch to much CSI.

2007-06-30 - I totally missed that Sheri Martel the wrestler also died. 3 dead wrestlers in one month. Pretty bazaar. And the WWE has to make up events and fake deaths??? Crazy world we live in.

2007-07-01 - It's a new month let's see where we'll go this month. A new month equals a new beginning. Thank you to everyone that's reading my blog regularly. It's not easy to put anger into words and be civil at the same time but I have been trying. I have started to label every bad rant as mature only so as not to offend anyone. It is not my intent to offend but to inform. And sometimes only cuss words will convey what I'm trying to say. If you are offended please except my apologies, set your settings to filter out mature content. I have been marking those rants as mature. I have also been censoring words also.
My wish is that where ever J.B. moved to she starts as much trouble as she did here and someone can actually have her arrested and put in jail. She deserves that much. I know I'll never recoup the money I spent defending myself and my family from her. And I will never forgive the city of Richmond for what it has allowed to happen to my family. My other wish is that next time something happens I don't go to jail and can maintain a civil attitude toward the police. It's hard when everything that happens is blamed on you. BUT we'll see. I haven't gone to jail yet and still have no criminal record so I must be OK.
J.B. is still driving on Maryland tags and getting away with it. She also still has her dog that attacks people. I'm expecting to see her on the news soon. That will be my ultimate revenge.

7-Elevens Become Simpsons 'Kwik-E-Marts'
Marvel Comics Buries Captain America
Most of my childhood hero's were cartoon characters, now my biggest hero is my son. Don't know what this world is coming to.

2007-07-02 - Had a visit from the landlord yesterday and he said that J.B. moved out BUT she changed the locks on her door and didn't give him the key to get in. That's the kind of person she is. That's the person this city says is OK, she can do what ever she wants and gets away with it. She was to be out of the house at noon on June 30 she was at the house all day till after I went to bed that night at like 2:30 am on the 1st of July. Had I known she wasn't suppose to be there I would have called the police and had her arrested. Wish the landlord had of done it.
Today I saw her down at D.E. but not much I can do about that. I hope she is stupid enough to come back to the house and try and get in. I will call the police on her. I'm not playing with this bitch she better stay away from me and my family. If she continues to be a treat I will neutralize her and put an end to it. I paid my lawyer off and no longer have him on retainer, not that he did anything for me except cost me money that I didn't have.
The other neighbors also moved out on the other side of me so I'm neighbor-less. Both houses next to me are vacant. Can't wait to see what moves in to these two houses next. I can hope it some nice people but I know this area.
D.E. has taken up watching my house daily. They sit in their yard getting drunk watching my house. If he feels froggy let him jump. I can crush him with one hit. I'm tired of aways being on guard, but so be it. There will come a day that things will be OK I hope.
J.B. also has broken a window in the house and god knows what condition the inside of the house is in. It's costing the landlord money so he'll get his lawyer on her soon. I've told him I'd testify in court on his behalf, I'll do anything I can to see that bitch pay for what she's done. Anything legal that is. She is a waste of human flesh. Hope to god she doesn't move next to you.
As I have said numerous times this has put alot of stress on my family and myself and I'm just trying to recoup my health and strength. This stress has done a number on my condition and I'm not feeling good at all.
I am thinking of releasing my blog as a book or a DVD ebook complete with all the videos and photos. BUT I don't know if it's legal for me to do that, I almost don't care about the stupid laws anymore. You obey the law don't lie to the police and are treated worse then if you killed someone, make you wish you had of killed them. I know why there are vigilantes in this world, why terrorist exist. We claim America is the land of the free everyone has equal rights, well where are my rights hiding, up J.B.'s ASS. I don't have equal rights I get butt kiss. I am told to be a law abiding citizen and do what is right, don't cause trouble, report to the police and they laugh at me.
Then I watch the news and court TV and CSI and see all these things that happened here and they people get justice and compensation for far less. NOT ME. There will come a time when this world will pay me back for this. If not well then this world will know my story and I hope it chocks on it. I am fed up with this crap and don't know how much more I can take before I snap. That's what they are waiting for for me to snap. When I do the whole planet will know I won't go down without a fight.
We need a change in our way of thinking. I'm just trying to find the proper way to do it.

2007-07-04 - Happy 4th of July. The day us Americans celebrate our Independence, not really sure what we are independent from anymore but Happy 4th.

2007-07-05 - I've been told by the landlord that J.B.'s house is in such bad shape it will be vacant for at least 3 months. I inspected it with him as I did the other house. I wish I had all the money I spent defending myself from J.B. so I could buy my house from him. I am still very upset and pissed about that. Twice I had to stop the process of buying this house and now I have no money to do it with. BUT I haven't suffered enough for it to be able to sue for damages. I've only lost like $7,000-$8,000 dollars to date not a big lose. Only half a years wages. Oh and I'm not allowed to be upset either. UM OK.
Well at least J.B. is no longer here so I am to be happy everyone says. UM OK.

2007-07-07 - I'm going to test how lucky today is. 7-7-07. Wonder how many people will play those numbers? I'm going to go get lotto tickets today and on Friday next week which is of course Friday the 13th. See if I can hit any of the numbers. Would be nice.

2007-07-08 - Believe in them or not.
Thousands Commemorate 1947 UFO 'Crash'
Something happened in Roswell N.M. on July of 1947. Theres no doubt about that it's what happened that is in question. Was it a weather balloon or a UFO? Only the higher ups in the government know for sure or maybe even they don't know.
What ever happened put Roswell on the map for a long time to come.

2007-07-09 - NAACP Symbolically Burys N Word
That is all well and good but when are they going to bury the racist remarks they make against whites? When is equality going to be equal. Can't call them names but they can slur and ridicule and be racists and it's OK because they were oppressed 150 years ago. Instead of burying words when are we going to bury the hatred that spawned the words.
I guess when we have a black president then everything will change. Or there will be another civil war in this country. When free men live as free men and stop blaming everything on one another and when equal means equal then this country will be great again. Right now it is a great hypocrisy.

2007-07-10 - Convicted Adulterer Stoned to Death
Pope: Other Christians Not True Churches
Which religion is correct. Islam or Catholics? Both say they are the way to true enlightenment but only if you follow them and believe as they tell you to believe. If you read the Bible Christ said were two or more are gathered in his name that is a church. Not if the pope said so or Islam dictates it.
Catholics are responsible for trying to civilize the universe in their own image not gods. Believe the way the pope tells you not the way god says. Islam is no better.
Organized religion is no better then organized crime. It's really hard to tell the difference sometimes. If you look at history the Catholic church is responsible for the Inquisition, for decimating some cultures to extinction. You must believe the way we tell you. Was Jesus a catholic? or was he Jewish?
He didn't ask the pope how he should believe. He also wasn't Islamic. He said all who believe in me, not some, not the chosen few, not those that the pope said ALL who believe. If you tell someone that their beliefs are wrong, what gives you that right.
I have studied the bible and religions and found certain truths are universal, if you follow the religious leaders blindly, you are no better then a person who has never heard of god. If these religions want robots start building them. Everyone is entitled to worship god as they see fit. Some don't show their religion while others ware their religion as a suit.
For me give me the freedom to pray when I feel it's needed, but telling me I'm not a Christian because the Catholic church said so or that my beliefs are wrong, then I'd rather burn in hell with a bunch of sinners then to be in heaven with a bunch of pompous hypocrites.
It's funny how some of these beliefs that have survived have Occult overtones to them. Or should I say pagan overtones. Some of the rituals that we hold as religious stem from the pagans. Look at the Christmas tree for an example. If you start to look at things with open eyes you'll see that things aren't as they appear.

2007-07-11 - Is it safe to assume that America's war on terror is as effective as it's war on drugs?
Report: AL-Qaida Has Regained Strength
And didn't the president say the war in Iraq was over a few years ago? I seem to remember him giving a speech saying "we have won the war". If so why have so many died from this non-war? The United States said they were winning the war against drugs also yet you hear of drug raids and we need more money to stop the drugs. Yet marijuana is the number one cash crop this past year??
If you make illegal immigrants citizens and say it's OK to sneak into our country and you will be rewarded by being granted citizenship then why not make marijuana legal also and tax it. Both are illegal.
Make marijuana legal and tax it like they do cigarettes that will stop alot of the drug trafficking and give a much need boost to our economy. If the illegal immigrants want to be citizens give them weapons and send them overseas to relieve the troops over there and if they live and win the war they automatically become citizens let them fight for their freedom.
I know this all sounds to radical and crazy but which is crazier telling everyone we are winning a non-war and drugs aren't a problem or helping to fix the problem.

2007-07-15 - Tomorrow we go to court again to see what J.B. will get as a sentence for what he did. I doubt the court will do that much as they have done nothing but say don't do it again. At trail they said the air soft BB gun used was a toy and could not inflict that much damage but in the news here recently a singer shot himself with an air rifle and is now on life support.
Star tenor Jerry Hadley on life support after apparent suicide attempt, police said
So if these things can potentially kill you then how are they OK to shoot at a car with no harmful repercussions in the hands of an unsupervised child? Answer the court doesn't want to do it's job. Nor do the police or the city government. Why are there laws against these weapons that are not enforced. Answer they don't want to do their job. That is the bottom line no one wants to do the paperwork. It's easier to say don't worry about it till some one gets killed or hurt. That is the bottom line. I will bet he gets off with a warning and a fine and then forgotten. I'll tell you all more tomorrow.

2007-07-16 - OK so J.B. got 25 hours of community service and $125.00 restitution. No where near the sentence I had hoped for but since they have moved out of state I guess I'm supposed to be happy. By the way they moved to Philadelphia so beware up that way. I'm still deciding what my next step is. I still don't have my records from the CPS, that I was told I could have.
J.B the mother never got anything against her for what she did. The landlord will have a tough time getting anything against her since she is out of state. I have learned alot from this, as I have stated before. My hope is the next time a crime is committed in my yard or against me that I can maintain myself and not go off. But we'll see when it happens. It's just a matter of time before something else happens. Wish I could say it won't happen but I know it will.
Be careful who you let in your house, and if you get a gut feeling go with it. Don't second guess those feelings. Trust me on that my wife learned to listen to me about people. I glad I was able to stop most of the damage while it was going down.
The next time something happens and the city and the police do nothing there will be hell to pay. I'm done trying to tame this thing that burns inside of me.

2007-07-17 - Let's see how many bad things have happened today in the news on the nothing we can do about it category.
Massive dust storm in Phoenix
Ukraine toxic chemical spill
Japan nuclear reactor leak after two earthquakes
Told the landlord that J.B. moved out of state so the chances of us regaining any money are none and none. He didn't like that to well. I helped him get the stove out of the house by throwing it out the door. Am getting a new kitchen floor out of the deal. Still wish they had of listened to me years ago before I had to spend all that money to do nothing, but life goes on.
My thoughts and prayers go out to the family and friends of the police officer John E. Kelly who was killed in the boating accident in N.Y.
Officer killed in N.Y. boat crash
Richmonder's girlfriend also dies; boater police say was drunk is charged
We have lost another good police officer to a senseless problem. I know the problem of dealing with an accident involving alcohol. Having lived through that trauma myself 17 years ago or so. I know the pain and the problems because I'm still suffering from the effects of that accident and the heatstroke that nearly killed me. Every day I wake with the headaches and the pain.

2007-07-18 - Seems like New York really knows how to let off steam..
Huge steam pipe blast kills one in NYC

2007-07-19 - Sometime reading a story leave you saying "What?"
Man Picks the Wrong Time for Shooting
Like there a right time. Anyway the part of the story that makes you say "What?" is "Deputies continue to investigate the shooting, in part trying to determine if the brothers were licensed to fire the guns, sheriff's spokeswoman Robin McIntosh said." If you are being fired at there is no reason to investigate if you had a right to fire back. It use to be called self defense but not in this screwed up world we live in now. Same reason that I didn't fire back in 2005. The news would have read "White man attacks African American committing a crime and gets jail time."
In America you have the right to have the weapon but not the right to use the bullets.

2007-07-24 - OK I want to know how stupid the City of Richmond really is. Seems when I reported J.B. for abusing her dogs it was ruled a domestic dispute between neighbors as everything I have reported is. Doesn't matter that she left her dogs tied to a chain for days and weeks often with no food or water. She left her children with no supervision. Her dogs would break free and roam the neighborhood at will and she was not fined or anything. Now after the fact and her moving out of state NOW there is a growing problem that they are trying to do something about.
City Dog Abuse Law Proposed
Richmond City Council may make it illegal to tie up your dog in the yard for more than an hour. Councilman Doug Conner introduced a proposal Monday night.
The proposed ordinance would require city dogs be in fenced yards, not tied up. Anyone who breaks the law would be guilty of a misdemeanor. Conner says he has the support of 4 other council members - giving him a majority vote.
"That's gonna be the part that's going to be tricky, but thhe fact is we're not looking for the person that's violating this by 15 or 20 minutes. We're looking for the person that's totally ignoring the law," says Conner.
Council won't take any action until at least the next meeting - which due to the summer break - won't be until next month.
Why when I reported it was it just a disagreement between neighbors. Doesn't matter now it's been years that this went on and nothing was done. This city is so Fucked up it's not funny. Everything I reported to the city and the police was a crime BUT since they decided that a criminal was right and I was wrong nothing ever was done. Then after the fact NOW it's a problem.
I'm holding this city responsible for it's lack of action and for it's blatant disregard for it's own laws. It's too late for me to do anything to J.B. because the city never helped and she has moved to Philadelphia supposedly. She lies so much god knows where she actually moved. She better never let me see her near my house again.
There is such a long list of things she has done that were illegal it's mind blowing to say the least. And then the city will want everyone to report these people who break the laws but I hope that everyone who does decide to report gets the same treatment I did. I hope that everyone who actually gets the police to come out and investigate gets the "Don't worry about it, it's OK for them to do that" or "Don't worry about a vicious dog attacking anything that moves , it's OK."
"Don't worry about children being left by themselves in the care of other children. It's OK." "It's OK to retaliate against someone who reports a crime, It's OK to lie to the police, It's OK to file false allegations." That's all I've gotten from these people for the past year or so. I'm still waiting for my records from the CPS and I haven't decided what I'm going to do yet.
As I said this isn't over with yet. Everyone tells me "BE glad she's gone. I AM. BUT that doesn't make everything that's happened right or correct." It just makes my life quite for awhile. Don't have to look over my shoulder as much now.
And I hope that anyone who reads this in the city sees that the problems here have stopped since J.B. left. I'm still in contact with Sgt. Stanton I fill him in from time to time but not as much as when she was here. The police haven't been called for awhile. BUT I was the one causing all the problems IF that were the case why hasn't the police been here lately. BECAUSE the person doing all the illegal crap left GET IT. J.B. caused all these problems but I had to deal with it and be the bad guy, well I'm not done yet. I will stick this to the City of Richmond.

2007-07-27 - They have a saying in Texas that says "Don't let the truth get in the way of a good story". Well in the City of Richmond that seems to be their policy. I am still waiting for my records from the CPS. I have been informed that I am allowed to have my records but still I wait.
Seems that the truth doesn't hold as much weight as a good story that is not true. Of course the timing of me finally being allowed to get my records is suspect. While J.B. was living here they did everything they could to stop me from getting my records, and now that she moved out of state, NOW I can have my records . After it's too late to do anything to her.
I don't need the records to prove that J.B. was the one that made the report, She pretty much admitted it in court. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. Not a whole lot I can do.
This city has dropped the ball on so many issues it's not funny. I have to go downtown and get my permit to carry renewed because they decided to not send me a renewal, I don't know why. I have to do every ones job and still they get paid. I'm tired of the stupid bullsh*t I have to constantly live with.
I am tired of being unimportant in this world. I am tired of the stupidity of the people of this planet. Equal is equal only if you are rich or have a bunch of people who feel the same way as you do.
Because of where I live and how I dress and the way I look I am treated as a dumb a$$ redneck. And that bring about another question. If it's wrong to call an African-American a "Nigger" why is it okay to call a white person a "Redneck"? Why is equal not equal?
It's okay for Mexicans to sneak into our country and demand equal and fair treatment and demand their constitutional rights of which they have none, they are called illegal immigrants, it is illegal for them to do that. But we reward them with citizenship and jobs, but if I were in my house smoking a joint which is also illegal I would go to jail and have to go to rehab. Both are illegal but not equal.
Maybe I should start pretending to not understand English. Maybe then I'll get some respect and get what I need to live in my own country. I am tired of the hypocrisy.

2007-07-31 - How many times do you have to request something that you are allowed to have? Let's find out. After being told I can have my records from the CPS I am still having to request and write letters and crap. I am beyond fed up with this nonsense, it doesn't make any sense at all. If I am allowed to have something then why do I still get stonewalled when it comes to receiving it?
This is what I deal with on an everyday basis. Nothing works and then it's Okay, if I did this stupid shit the government would have me in jail. It's okay for government agencies to stonewall you and tell you lies and do anything they want, but you have to follow their rules which they themselves do not. I am very tired of the bullshit and the lies.
I don't need my records to accuse J.B. of what she did , she admitted it in court, and bragged about it. I am going to go downtown again and this time I am going to file a complaint against any agency that has dropped the ball and did nothing. If the City of Richmond were a football team they couldn't play against themselves and win. If they were in a race against themselves they would come in dead last.
It is very annoying to say the very least. And then they want you to be a good robot and obey them. Yes this is America. This is what we are fighting for.
If this week I don't see any results I will go to war with them and I will sue the hell out of this city I am beyond it. They say I should be happy J.B. left I am but the problem isn't solved it lingers like a foul fart stagnate in the air stinking and lingering. This is what I am suppose to tell my son to obey. He sees the crap and wonders why he is the victim, he doesn't understand why someone who is innocent is punished for nothing, why lies are believed and the truth is denied. This is what I have to leave him a foul smelling fart we call Justice and Equality. May they rot in hell.

I found out last night that my dad is sick and doing fair. He has been living a hard life. You have to be very careful when your in the woods. Ticks and Lyme disease. Wonder if I should go get checked?
I'll fill in more when I get it.

2007-08-02 - My thanks once again to everyone who reads my blog. I don't have much to say right now. My life is okay and have been watching the tragedy unfolding in Minneapolis with the bridge collapse. We put to much trust in things. We assume that because it was built that it will stand the test of time. Well some things get old and eventually die. Nothing on this planet lasts forever. Buildings will fall down, as will bridges. Same holds true for gas, water and steam pipes. These things need to be maintained and replaced, not put faith in that they will last forever.
Nothing we build will be here for hundreds of years in perfect working order. Everything put together will fall apart. In a perfect world you can hope for that but our world is far from perfect. My heart goes out to those who have suffered in Minneapolis. My heart also goes out to the Kent Smith family, he passed away recently. I grew up with this mans family as they were members of the church I attended when I was younger. They attended Weems Creek Baptist Church in Annapolis, Maryland.
I'll be letting you all who read it know what is going on in my fight with the Richmond CPS in the next few days. They have my request for my records and I now wait again. STAY TUNED.

2007-08-03 - And now the news. They are asking where is all the money going to come from to fix this stuff? UM, how much money do we send to other countries that need help to fix their country so they can start a war with us for helping them? How much money went to foreign aid for disease in other countries, when we have poor and diseased already living here? The money will come from the poor and dying. We don't need terrorist from other countries we have enough of our own right here.
Last night there were gunshots in my hood sounded like a high powered rifle just a few doors from me. I live in America, but I don't have to go far to be in Mexico or some other country I just leave me yard. Law Enforcement Officers have been shoot dead just down the street from where I live in Richmond. But I'm a bad person for being in the army 20 years ago and taught how to use a machine gun; An AR-15 to be exact? And I do know the difference, how many can say that? You taught me to defend my country then you threw me aside and said I'm not fit to defend the flag that I vowed to you to defend.
I'm not fit to ware a weapon at my side because of where I live. How I am forced to live and then say I don't matter. I am unimportant.
You people discuss me. I cared for what the flag stood for not what it is now. I am American BUT I have to prove I belong in my own damn country to a bunch of people that don't even speak English. The DMV that I deal with gave the terrorist their Id's?? Watch the news and they want me to prove I am allowed to live here? Prove your an agency that works for the US Government. America for Americans not illegal people that don't belong telling me how to live. If you don't speak my language get out. If you are here illegally get out or go defend this country and gain your Independence then you can be American.
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